1st post of 2009

I'm finally back again~ After the last rounds of blogs that were dated so long ago.

Suddenly felt like blogging again. To once again remind myself of God's goodness and I am really not alone.

I have tentatively moved to Bishan to take care of my terminally ill mum. And it's gonna be mother's day this coming Sunday. What mother's day? Everyday can also be mother's day what. Hm...

Thinking back about that day when I was forced to send mum to the hospital, I do still feel a bit bitter. I think I really don't understand old people. They insist they don't want what, because they are afraid they might be a burden to us? Hm... That day, doctor told mum she had to be hospitalize because she lack of blood. She came home told me, and I asked her want me to send her to the hospital? She said no need, she just need to rest. So I just take it that she wants to rest lor. I was suppose to do my nails because in 2 days or so later, I'm going to Adelaide to attend my graduation.

I sms my 2nd sister, and her sms looks angry. She insist I should send mum to the hospital as she may collapse any minute and die? So I think I am really not going to forgive myself. Reading that sms, (I was already at outram park), I reluctantly got up and waited for the return train.

Called mum on cell to inform her to change now, and I am on my way back to fetch her to the hospital. It felt weird, because she was apologizing to me. But she was all dressed and packed her toothbrush and a little towel just incase she's gonna be hospitalize.

She still ask me, taking bus? Kao... I told her take cab lah, I can still afford. So off we went to Alexandra hospital and it was raining heavily.

End of story? They took her blood sample and finally she had to be admitted because they found something else....