Wednesday, March 12, 2008

It's really over!!! Time to start afresh~

Yes!~ It's Over! Qoochan.... It's OVER!!! I've lost 2 friends, 1 in Feb and 1 in March. Way to go...Qoochan~ In a way, did I lose them or did they lose me? I wonder~ One of them just told me via sms that I DON'T have to sms, call or simple DO NOT HAVE TO CONTACT her anymore. Well...that's fine with me. I've made my decision and since you've said it. It's pretty fine, and I respect the decision.

For the next friend...Hm.... He simple didn's reply my sms and I told myself...that's IT~ It's really over!!! So I deleted his number and I no longer look forward to his message, in a way I save on my hp bills(good wat). If he decide not to see me or contact me anymore, It's pretty fine with me too. I heck it already la. If he decide someday or 2 months later to send me a how are you sms, shall see how lar, may or may not reply lor, since I don't have his contact list anymore.

Whatsoever~ I just want to read my novels, storybooks and finish my degree so I can leave that crap place! And maybe really save up and fly to adelaide to receive my degree? Woo...shall work towards that! For now...I really need to finish my assignment which is due when I'm back... Boy..I love been back~ to blog~ :)

Just arrive in new york~

I've landed at new york city, not manhantten,but Long Island! (Boring~) This is my 2nd new york flight in March, my previous flight is new york and my next flight is new york again. I'm not complaining but it's really tired you know. The time difference simply drains my life force away. Though after coming back to SIN, I have about a week of rest, but resting too much makes me feels lazy again, totally have no idea what I want.

The thought of changing job pops up in my mind again. But thinking about it, I still like my current job. I cannot image I have a desk bound job, I'd go crazy!!! Because I cannot be confined in a limited space for too long, I'd feel claustrophobic...yee...can't stand the thought. So office 9-5 is out. So...what can I do after my contract ends? I still have 3 more years to think about it~

I'm feeling really tired now, but I felt great because I've finished reading Sophie Kinsella, Remember Me? in 5hours. It was a happy ending once again, and it's a happily ever after.
When will I have my happy ever after LORD?~ Soon?? Not wishing though am hoping but not in a hurry~ I'm kinda scare~!!!