I need a hug too~
Thursday, March 13, 2008
I think I pissed people off again, unintentionally.
Alright..how do I start? I have no idea what's wrong with my classmate which seems helpful but they are not AT ALL helpful. Lip service...hate it. IS there anything wrong with me? Or what's wrong with these people? Beginning of term...ya...everybody dono each other's 'bawu', so very nice ma, now after 2terms.... all the chow chow ah bu neh neh bawu all come out. Say helpful, helpful my ass... so I know I have nothing to offer in return for I am ..........(I'm not gonna call myself stupid or silly~)
Maybe it's a coincidence that they may not know. But all the time? And I just asked one of my study group mate for help and as usual:"Not done yet~" Fine!!! and said she'd back soon to chat with me, I expect she's not going to.... arrogant freak!!!
And am mad about e-mail thingy. So I am truely, sincerely sorry for sending e-mail to ALL for asking help for my assignments in my events team. If you people don't like it, fairly well ignore it! I guess you did, 'cause no one replied to my nonsense. Well, one hero came to ask me about my 'outburst'. What is 'outburst'? Too chim you know, I just feel like and I type and send. Really feel like dropping out of events, I just feel that I don't belong again. This stupid feeling!!! All I just want is to have friends, why complicate things? Arrgh!!!
So now I know, it's not appropriate to send such stuffs in an e-mail especially to ALL, so next time no more reply ALL, and no more REPLYING!!! Not going to do that anymore. I'm just gonna keep it simple, that's IT!!!~ I don't need people to say that I am a good girl and that I am not going to do this anymore. If you are so afraid of people ditching you, GET A LIFE!!! (Read my lips.) I think I shouldn't be so friendly anymore, anyway, no one appreciates and I just might as well go back to my mean self, since everyone thinks I am. Fine~ I live for myself not anyone.
I just hate it that people link me with someone whom I have said and explained we are just friends. SO people STOP asking me where is HE when you don't see him, call him yourself!!! I'm not his nanny~ And I don't think I will go to church with him anymore, not getting things done through him, I can fairly do it MYSELF!!! You wanna tell people I ditch you? Fine go ahead, I heck it~ I'm NOT your girlfriend, never will be...NEVER( read my lips)!!!
Maybe it's a coincidence that they may not know. But all the time? And I just asked one of my study group mate for help and as usual:"Not done yet~" Fine!!! and said she'd back soon to chat with me, I expect she's not going to.... arrogant freak!!!
And am mad about e-mail thingy. So I am truely, sincerely sorry for sending e-mail to ALL for asking help for my assignments in my events team. If you people don't like it, fairly well ignore it! I guess you did, 'cause no one replied to my nonsense. Well, one hero came to ask me about my 'outburst'. What is 'outburst'? Too chim you know, I just feel like and I type and send. Really feel like dropping out of events, I just feel that I don't belong again. This stupid feeling!!! All I just want is to have friends, why complicate things? Arrgh!!!
So now I know, it's not appropriate to send such stuffs in an e-mail especially to ALL, so next time no more reply ALL, and no more REPLYING!!! Not going to do that anymore. I'm just gonna keep it simple, that's IT!!!~ I don't need people to say that I am a good girl and that I am not going to do this anymore. If you are so afraid of people ditching you, GET A LIFE!!! (Read my lips.) I think I shouldn't be so friendly anymore, anyway, no one appreciates and I just might as well go back to my mean self, since everyone thinks I am. Fine~ I live for myself not anyone.
I just hate it that people link me with someone whom I have said and explained we are just friends. SO people STOP asking me where is HE when you don't see him, call him yourself!!! I'm not his nanny~ And I don't think I will go to church with him anymore, not getting things done through him, I can fairly do it MYSELF!!! You wanna tell people I ditch you? Fine go ahead, I heck it~ I'm NOT your girlfriend, never will be...NEVER( read my lips)!!!
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