Friday, March 21, 2008

A timely sms

It's really amazing how GOD just remind me in split seconds that I am his most beloved!!! After posting the zoo outing entry, I instanously received an sms from xiaoping, my CGL that " As I was praying for you, I felt God wants you to know that HE has his hands upon your life, in fact HE has protected you from greater harm and greater hurts. HE loves you more than anyone on this earth as if you are the only person on this earth. Fear not! For your valley experience will fade away very soon, and your cheerful self will come back and infect all around you. Nature celebrates you as the morning sun rises ever so faithfully. Thank HIM for a new day filled with grace! Love you. :-)"

Wow..isn't it amazing. I will lock this moment in my heart for reminder. This joyous moment that left me smiling. It's even better than any other things. :)

It's Zoo day today!

Wow.... It's Good friday...zoo outing day today. The Lord will provide a fun fun fun filled day with good weather and fellowship!

You can see how excited I am! It's 6.25am!!! I was actually up at 5am, becase I cannot sleep 'cause I'm too excited!!! Haha.... The Lord reminds me that I should forget the past. Meaning... things that happened yesterday, last week, last month or even last year. Because it is all finished!! Whatever sins or silly mistake I've made, he has given me new manna everyday for what I need. And I am so filled with joy now for I realise that the walk with HIM is so interesting and fun. There's so much to learn and there's just so much to see. Look beyond! And not just infront. Look ahead! Amen.

There's only so much my bottle can contain, and I don't have space for worries anymore. Now I really want to, have to and will pass it all to the Lord whose hands are far far far more bigger than mine for HE is the universe. I will forgive those who have hurt me. Especially the most recent one, because I am moving on already. Because I know I am in good hands and my journey? It's going to shine brighter and brighter. By HIS grace, strength and righteousness, HE will change me even before I start knowing. And I am looking forward to that. Maybe I am transforming now.. :o.

I am just so excited~ I have the holy sprit as my guide, Jesus as my teacher and Abba my father. What more shall I ask for. Lord, you have provided me with my every needs and you will still continue and have answered all my prayers! Just have to remind me all the time. I do not need joy from the outside to fill me, but I need your joy that's from within to uphold me. Oh Abba...It's so sweet compared to the love from outside which is so unstable. I really do not want that kinda feeling anymore. I shall now... STOP....LOOK(SEE).....WAIT then decide to step out and cross anot. But even though there's heaven traffic and I've decided to step out? You will still hold my hands and lead me to the other side. Oh.... so sweet.... Thank you Jesus for ALL you've done for me. Restore back the friendship I have lost and thank you for providing more to come. :)