My body decided to call it quits after clocking more than 90 over hours of flight time. It's TIME to take a BREAK. I really do not wanna fall sick during my BIG day. :)
I do feel like doing some things, like sending out my invites and continue making my corsages, but yet I do not find the strength to do so.
I was also wondering whose the lucky bastard that took over my AMS flight...... hm... heard from Pau Pau, it's taken over by Japanese crew. Oh well~
Is it really worth it? Working so hard for this company who do not really actually appreciate their staffs. We are made to slog like a horse?? And finally we all fell sick. And what has the Japan side office got to say, when our sick percentage went up?
To think of it, I heard this rumor that our pay will be cut by 20-30% by end of Sept. The Japs are already briefed of something like that. And we are still kept in the dark.... till Sept comes, then they will announce?
Somehow after my body broke down, I thought to myself.... maybe I worked too hard, just like what Kimura san said. :)
I asked to take unpaid leave in Oct, and most likely it's not gonna be approve and I need to use my precious leave to cover. Nowadays, the scheduler do not save your leave for you anymore. You take leave, flight disrupted... that's it! You eat grass.
Is it worth it? Earning that much in return for a sick body?
It feels good when I get to save quite an amount in 1 month. Working for 9years.... What will be my future?
Lord, I hope that the next job that I got in, I will be able to work for so long and no hopping around. 'Cause I hate job hopping and kept going for interviews.
