I was reading my past posts last night, or rather early this morning around 3am plus? I shared with a friend on my blog, 'cause I really hope someone can give me some advice somewhere or sometimes some of my posting are only meant for HIM, my #1 friend, my saviour, my redeemer, the LORD who gave me a new lease of life.
After reading my entries dated 2005, I find that I'm talking like a kid, venting all my anger about work and the old man. Haha.... Kinda funny. And my friend said that I was kinda violent, cause I was so mad with my boss then, because of crappy flight, (eat grass flights), I swear or rather said I wanted to burn the office down, and hit my boss's head with the ash tray. Boy...was I violent. HAha.... That was me then....
For the NOW me, I can still be violent, but I chose not to. I choose to be someone sweet and nice. Not trying to be, but I am and will be. Angry words from an angry person is but just for that moment. If the words hurt someone, it's not gonna be good. And I really really do not wanna hurt anyone anymore. Because I do not want people to do it me too, so I shall do my duty first.
There are certain posts which I mentioned that "trials and challenges are given by GOD." I will like to disagree with my then self. Trials and challenges are NOT given by GOD. They are part of the package given by the world, or comes with this broken world. We are "IN this world, but NOT of this world." () How can GOD gives us challenges and then what?? Very weird right. Trials and challenges in life are a way to mold ourselves, to become stronger and have a clear sound mind of what is happening. These challenges that all people are going through and what I'm going through may or may not be the same, but there's always a lesson to learn at the end of it all. Be it family, relationship, finances, marriage, rebelious children...etc are all part of our lives. Had Adam and Eve not disobey GOD, eating from the tree of good and evil, though GOD warn them that they can eat from any trees in the graden of Eden, except the "fruit of the tree which is in the mist of the garden" (Genesis 3:3-5) we might not have fallen into this terrible world.
So do we point the finger at Adam? Anyway...it's all the past, so long already! But GOD is a faithful GOD, he sacrifice his Son for us mankind to redeem us from ALL our sins. "For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but the world through Him might be saved." (John 3:17) [This is what happen la, for my friends who are non-believers, now you understand?]
In this walk with GOD (my walk), there are so many testimonies to share, and I have no idea where to start. But all I can say is be it that I am alone, and someone claimed that he will be here for me with no strings attached, and that he will be here to show care and concern for me. I just wanna let you know, you don't have to, because I know that this someone who will always be here and be anywhere for me is my LORD Jesus Christ, my friend and my savior. So sorry..worldly weridous, it's not that I don't need your care and concern, but if you just treat me like a friend, you don't have to? What if someday you are attached and will you still show such care and concern for me too? That's kinda hard to answer as...no one knows the future. So I guess it's just fine if you will show your concern as a normal friend,and not overly, I might get the wrong idea you know.
It feels so good to be back to blogging, and I didn't know that I can type so much (and I complain I cannot type 1000words for my assignment, and one post here is about 500plus words. And another thing is I complain that I cannot do referencing, but I think I'm doing a good job here. :p) And to that friend who thinks that woman are fickle minded, hm.... Chris do you agree? Maybe we are, maybe some are not. So it's kinda difficult to answer too. For me? Maybe sometimes I am fickle minded, as in I cannot make up my mind, and I tend to ask people for opinion like how will they actually handle the situation, and I'd study about the situation to find the best way (which survey shows as being the most used method) to handle my situations. Hee.... I think I really think too much le. Okok...I cannot blog le, I gotta get ready to attend Mark's wedding dinner le. I hope I get to meet some cute guys? Haha.... Qoochan is back~ and it's a brand New Qoochan~ :)
1 comment:
dangle two desirable objects before a man and he'll become fickle-minded. It also means that people actually think about the consequences of their actions.
It started with Adam don't u think, and see what happens when u don't think about consequences?
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