With all I am

I bought this CD For All You've Done by Hillsong from the Rock bookshop yesterday. I've actually wanted to get them on 22nd Feb when I was there with a friend for his birthday lunch. Rock bookshop said they didn't have the CD as at that date but they will call me asap when they have the stock. Actually I only wanted the song With All I Am. This will be the song from you-tube.




This is the song which have been keeping my mind occuppied for the past weeks and have been a reminder to me that Jesus loves me. :)

Another thing to update is that I was up at 6.40am and I received an e-mail saying that my IDP lecturer's house in south adelaide was on fire, and he lost ALL his possessions and research notes!!! He and his family survived but was left with literally just clothes he was wearing on that fateful day. The first thing that came on my mind after reading this e-mail was...Wow.... I actually don't feel sad for him but in fact I felt joy... WHY? because I have a desire not bringing my laptop to work this weekend, and now I don't have to because deadline has been extended!!! I not inhuman, but after happy for awhile, then I felt compassion for him, so? There's also nothing I can do for him what, since the course director (who sent the e-mail) said that the rest of the lecturers are helping him as much as possible at this instance. So... I just have to concentrate on my own things and not let this bother me. Anyway...It did not~

First thought: "WOW"...God knows my desire but HE is not responsible for the fire. In a way it was bad news for him as I have said, but it was a happy news for me? (I'm not sure about my classmates lah!) At least I have one less worry lor~ Hee...

I'm going to the zoo with the events team this good friday. God knows ALL my worries and desires. I just have to have faith for it. Even of little faith (size of a sesame) that I have, he still blesses. Even if I don't serve in Events ministry, he blesses me as well. Jo assured me that I do not have to feel sad for I am always not around for meeting because of my working schedule. And the sms from Lao Vic came at the right moment and he mentioned that it's fun having me around. Woo... Jo also felt hair standing on her arms. I felt not accepted but in fact the team actually loves me. i just have to make the decision to take the first step and the rest~ God will 'long zhong' (ALL) handle it all...Haha... I miss pastor mark's preaching. I'm just filled with so much joy NOW.... Thank you Jesus!!!

For this march, after this many incidents, I was so occupied suddenly after it all ended. I was not like I had nothing to do and that he was the only one I wanted or needed to hang out with. It was really amazing how God works. I just have to stand firm on my decision for He knows what's best for me. His precious little girl. I'm far more worthy and precious than a gem or a diamond. Those who thinks they can reserve me for their own good, I got to ask you to stay away or F@#* off. Yes!! I'm a believer!! Stay away if you can't see and feel God's love. I really do not wanna waste my time for such people. The Lord guards my heart and protects me from ALL harm. He is the almighty God, my savior and redeemer. He is God, my abba, the Son and the Holy spirt. Jo says I don't have to isolate myself from the world and thinks that I don't have friends 'cause I already have 3~

It's really just amazing...there's no other words that I can describe God's work. It brings joy to me and I simple love it~ I'm special and HE loves me so much for HE counts the hair on my head. HE allow trials and tribulations, but it doesn't means he don't care. I stand firm that I know Jesus will always be there for me and he will. :)