Fed up

Was already quite fed up with the stupid company and here I am, jus came back from my stupid 4 days pattern. Very Tired and very very fed up(dono what other words that I can use beside fed up.) Sometimes I think why we work so hard for the company who doesn't even give shit to us employees. They jus virtually treat us like bangala. Too bad if U r working for Jap company...U'd never have promotion, only can work for a max of 15 yrs, and also not confirmed that you will get ur contract if u have good profile. Is this jus life? They keep promoting that one should get the grade S for higher chances of getting the contract, but hello??? Only higher chance ok? NOt CONFIRM chance. Crap japanese. That's how much I HATE them. BUt I also muct admit that there are very nice ones, who treated me real good. And I do enjoy my flight last nite, cos my in-charge keep praising my work, which makes me very pai seh.

THere are good and bad in general. BUt even I do know, but how come I cannot get over it? I felt so mad when I checked that my flight was dropped and they slot in a stupid 4 days pattern for me again. Thinking that I have to eat grass next month, really irks me. What's their problem? Huh? What is going on? Fair? Do u think this is fair? Or there's nothing fair in this world? PAstor Prince once mentioned, "do not take small things to heart. Let there be no trouble in ur heart." BUt hey..thinking I will eat grass next month, no joke ok? And my credit card bill jus came, jus 1 card for the time being, approximatly $600 plus? Kao...see la, how am I gonna survive? Jus only 1 for the time being, the 2nd one not here yet.

Hey, don think that we flight attendents earn alot ok?! Our pay depends alot on our flying allowances. (Most ppl think we do and also a new fren whom I've jus met.) If every month I'm given this kind of crap flight.... I've tot before, I will wan to burn the office down. Trap them all in the lift, hit the head of the fat one with a heavy ash tray. Hit until he pass out...Hahaha.... These are jus some tots I have, during last time when there are so much unfairness. And ppl jus say say only, keep complaining and no work is done. I do not respect U! Yes! Maybe U do have families to support, and u jus wanna give ideas but not take the responsibility to speak up. Who the hell, nowadays have the courage to speak up for someone? Even if U do, the one whom U r speaking up for might take U for granted and won't even appreciate it at all. Why go all the trouble? Y? Wei shen mo?

So final words in conclusion, what the company gives U, go...go and make full use of it. Dental...go and and use it, don't wait and wait till it's ur final year in this company den U using their so call "privillages". Company docs... ya...go..take all the medicine U need, for ur parents, for ur frens and all the shower gel, cream...etc...ya?! Free tickets...not so free la, must pay a small sum...y not? Go...go apply for urself and ur parents, don't let tge company take advantage of us anymore. U work for bloody 5 years, what do u get? Well..they is the gradtuti(aiyah..dono how to spell la) Looks big, but if u divided into 5 years, pertatic. And what else? Ya...U didn't take sick leave for 3 years...U get a crap paper. Saying..thank u so much for ur utmost effort in your work...blah..blah..blah.... and so on..... Crap la!!!! If U can... don keep taking away our flights la! Stupid company!!!!!!!!!!