Christmas has passed

Hiyah...another day has passed and a new year is approaching. And I'm a year older as well, I have already received my birthday present from my Da jie. A $50 takashimaya voucher. Hm... what should I get for myself? Shower gel??Haha... Hm... can't believe that a new year is approaching. Mine, and I'd be working for 5years. I really can't imagine myself working for this company for that long, and I do not know my fate after that. For The LORD will provide and I will trust in HIM to provide me with the best!! He has blessed me so so much in this 4 years, and more will come and overflowing. Amen!

Hm...I do not know why I am getting headaches this few days... I had my 2 weeks break and I'm going back to work soon. At one point, I do miss work, but thinking that I need to work, makes me feels lazy again. But when I received my credit card bill, all the more I needed to go back to work. I do want to give my mum more allowance, cos chinese new year is coming also. Hm... I will get thru de.

Hm...now I have no idea shall I celebrate my birthday anot? Cos it will be just another day for most people, and I have no idea who to ask to my birthday. Will they be free to attend? Hm...or maybe I should just ask NOra and Stella for high tea instead. I have no idea at the moment. Thinking back, I do have a memorable birthday by the river this year. And it will be sweet if I can...erm...(God will know.)

My overall christmas!!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!! Have all of you had a fun and blessed Christmas? Well, I did!!! With the love from Jesus, I sure did! This morning I attended church at Kallang Indoor Stadium, gosh..the Queue was never ending. At first it was raining heavily and Stella said that she may not be joining me, but I told her no matter what, I'd there. Well, in the end, we did made it! Listening to Pastor Prince preach and the singers and band and the choir singing, made me and Stella felt that we were at a concert. The feeling was great! And I received my most wanted CD from Yuen and compliments from him too...keke....(happy). Then church ended around 1plus and I'm off to my Er Jie's house for christmas lunch. Boy..was my brother-in-law's fruit punch good. Although the color may seems abit yucky, but it tastes nice, and I had 3 glasses..yum... And after all those food, made me abit sleepy, cos I was up at 8.30am to attend church, of cos I'm tired. So I took a 1 1/2 nap and then there were messages and phone calls, but Ignored them all, cos I'm too tired. I'm sorry people, princess just needed her princess nap.

After I woke up, there's another round of gathering waiting for me, my primary school's mate gathering, a rather last minute one, but I managed to be there.I brought over my sis's speciality, "sherpard's pie"and my classmates finished it all. I guess I made the right choice, cos I get to meet my long lost friend xiangyi and Peishan. They all looked the same, but just that we have all grown up! And ACK seems to grow rather big in terms of size wise, must be leading a good and stressless life. Haha... It was nice catching up with them, and can't believe it that Jiali is getting married, god(.............?) He will Provide, I have faith in Him. And more surprises to come, Alfred said that he got something small to pass to me...hm...what could it be? Got to wait till 27th then. And when I got home, I opened up all my presents from my sisters, and I got shower gels and more shower gels from mark and spencer, what I wanted...Qoo~! I can save on shower gel for quite sometime.

In conclusion, I really had a blessed and meaningful and wonderous christmas this year. Making the choice to take leave for christmas is the right choice. And I had all the presents I wanted, and not one will be recycled...haha...THank you Jesus...for all the blessings... Merry CHRISTmas...Amen!!!

Tell me what did you get for your christmas.

Merry Christmas every one.... I've jus got home and finally get to unwrapped my presents. Although there's still 2 more from my Da Jie and Er Jie which I have not received yet, but it's ok, cos they are waiting for me 2molow. Well...what did I get from Chris? She and her sis bought me a straw like bag, kinda arty type with perth, australia print. I guess it's from Australia.
Have a Blessed Christmas!!!!

Extremely Happy meal

There's only Happy meal in MacDonalds, how would I have an extremely meal? Well...I did..in Perth Hungry Jacks..or we call it Burger King here. Ok what happen was that I ordered a grilled chicken burger meal, a set and the boy who served me is a trainee..(he looked really young, maybe 15?) Ah...watever. My total is $6.65. I gave him a $20, and somehow I managed to find my exact coins and when I pass to him, he said he already entered $20 and my change would be $13.35. And at that moment I have shoved the coins to him, and Chris saw what happened and also commented that why can't he just give me back $14? Ya...precisely..stoopid ppl. Kao.... Ok never mind, so I took back my coins and he started giving me $15 change back, (pls note that the $5 note is below the $10 note) I hold out the change and gave him a blur look, maybe abit angry la, cos I was not happy at first why can't he accept the coins. And I think he too nervous la huh, den he gave me another $3.35 cos he thought he only gave me $10. Ok fine lor, I KEEP. Since he give, I also don't bother to think too much la. So in the end, I had a grilled chicken set meal for less than $2... Will U call that an extremely happy meal? I agree that is!!!!

The train man

I jus watched this movie called the train man on JAL inflight movie.
It is stated A TRUE LOVE STORY. Watched it 3 times continuously, because the stupid system do not have the fast forward or pause button. So the 1st time i watched it from the middle part till ending, then 2nd time almost the end, and trying so hard to stay awake to watch the beginning for the 3rd time. This Japanese movie comes with english sub titles. So It's not so difficult to understand, just for some parts whereby they cut short the english sub titles, a plus point for somemore who knows a little japanese....hehe... So It's like, when the actors or actress are still shouting, the english version only got 1 word! Hahaha...or was it that what the japs are talking, eventually can only be explained in 1 word? In another word, they are talking redundantly? Hm.... As usual...beating around the bush...ahhhh..japanese culture~

A TRUE LOVE STORY

This story is about a 22yr old young computer engineer. He would wander in his nerdy gear in Akihabara(someplace like SIMLIM SQ). He was a nerd. Dressed like a nerd. Looks like a nerd. Ok, someone whom you will not strike a conversation with. If it rings a bell, back in poly days, try to remember Mr Bean... Somebody like him la, just that this computer engineer looks so much much better than Mr Bean. Toys and figuries were his passion.

Alright...so in this movie, they call him "Densha kun" meaning Mr Train man.

As usual, he was going home by densha aka train. And on this faithful day, he will be meeting the love of his life.

He was seated at a corner, and head bowing down as usual(wonder if all nerds do that?) At this moment, a girl was rushing for the train, but the train door shut. But then, it opened again and she boarded the train and seated at the opposite seats. Suddenly, there is this drunkerd,(did I spell it right?) Well, a stupid drunk la, common sight in Japan. Sometimes you can see them lying all around the stairways, the platform, they just sleep anywhere!! Blessed that I have not encounter, and I will not encounter such things...for I am blessed by Jesus!!!

Ok, back to my story, so there was this drunk late 40s man, he was verbally harassing the commuters. Firstly, 2 aunties, then he started banging people's head, and smashing someone's laptop, shouting like a mad man. Then he came close to the girl(named Hermes, you will know why in the later part.) She was reading a book, and the man snatched it away and started harassing her. In japan, it's rather shocking to experience that as well as in states, if it was me, I will stand up for myself! For when the man was doing that, everyone onboard just kept to themselves and minded their own business, sorry for me, I'd stand up for that person!! I will not sit back and not do anything. The offenders needed to be taught a lesson! I'm not trying to be a hero or rather a kaypo, but I just feels that we have to help one another.

Ok..ok..back to story... The drunk guy harassing Hermes, and "Densha kun" could not see it no more, and decided to stand up for her. He mumbled stop it. Knowing that it was not heard, he raised his voice a little, and louder and the drunk man shouted at him and pushed him. He askedif he wanted a fight. Lucky it ended fast cause the policemen got in the train just it time, if not that's the end of "densha kun". Why? Cause I think nerds can't fight, they don't fight violently, cause they are scared. It's always like this in shows, or movies, unless maybe they change their image, they might fight more like a man?

So after the incident, they ("densha kun", hermes, and the 2 aunties) were asked to take their statements. And the 2 aunties(really cannot make it) asked densha for his address or contact so they can send him something. Hermes did so too.

When Densha went back home, he logged online and told his online friends his encounter.

His story continues.....

The next day back home, he was surprised to find a gift on his bed. He opened it and found that it was a tea cup set. He told his online friends again. One girl asked him what brand was the tea set, he checked and it was HERMES. The girl told him, it was a very expensive gift, and unless the recipent is someone special, if not the sender will not send something so expensive. Another told him, to check for the sender's mobile number on the mailing paper. He did and found, his friend told him to call her to say thanks and asked her out for a dinner. He was all nervous...haha..butterflies in the stomach. He pushed the buttons and it was said that the other party could not be reached. He tried again and it went through. The first word and almost many words he used was 'Sumimasen' meaning I'm sorry....for almost most and nothing. Hermes agreed to meet him up for dinner.

Then his friends started giving him advice again. Firstly, he had to ditched his nerdy clothings. Get a jacket, long sleeve shirt, a pair of jeans and pointed shoes, or presentable one. Next, ditch the specs, go for contacts. Then a hair cut, not in barbershop but at least a top notched hair saloon. He did all that and he was transformed. Truly... appearences make a great difference. He looked really smart, neat and good! You could say, he was a young handsome chap. His friend also give him advice that if he did not know the restaurent, he should check it out first. He did, took pictures and all. By the time, he did all that... he was almost broke.

So they met. Had dinner. Chatted and that's it. Ok, about Hermes.. she was a.. i guess la, cause it was not stated in the movie. She was a early 30s high class OL. Speaks english and do have overseas trip. Or was she a secetary? Ah...whatever!

The scene showed that they are on their way to take the train home. 'Densha kun' was as usual nervous and was walking fast and the soft Hermes was trying hard to follow behind. He almost lost her in the crowd when a bunch of people passed them. And he thought he lost Hermes. But at that moment, Hermes grabbed his jacket and told him she got him, and she's not letting go. Sounds so sweet especially in Nihon-go(japanese langage). Before that she did tell him that her appointment was cancelled if not she would not have been able to meet him. That was the 1st outing. When his home, he called her for another date, saying that he will pay this time, but the girl was so so sweet saying she will only agree if they go dutch, she's so thoughtful. When his home, he told his friend about his outing again and they gave him advices.

The 2nd date, she brought a friend, another girlfren. She commented that she was the one who called off the appointment previously, so it was not an appointment with a guy. They went to a Italian restaurent, and came a dish, looks good. Seafood spagetti.With the big shelled prawn. The girlfriend said they will share it. Densha kun had no idea how to eat the prawn, well even me la, have no idea how to unshell it using fork and knife. He same la..not that i'm a nerd ok? I'm chinese, we use hand...taste nicer. (sucking all 5 fingers). He poked and he poked the prawn and it flew, landed on the table not far from his plate. Oops..was that embarassing! Same la, malu la, like you and me? If dropped or what or fly or even to another table, lagi malu!!! Hermes was sweet enough to tell him it's okay, and it's still edible. She shelled it for him and he reached out to take the shell plate instead of the meat plate. Haha...her girlfriend asked Densha kun if he's always like that? "Spaced out" He said sometimes, she asked not everytime meh? Haha...eh....man, blur then say blur la, no need paiseh ok?!

That was the second date.

The 3rd date, Hermes invited him to her place. He brought along his tea set as instructed and she brewed him a nice cuppa. The tea BENIOST, (the only company that is able to use the British royal tea leaves. agar something like that la.) They started talking. He asked where was her parents, she said that they are at their relatives, and won;t be returning soon. Densha kun was shy and nervous..oops.. a man and a girl alone in a room? Come on la..nothing happened!

The 4th date, he tried to impress her showing her a wine and telling her the facts about it when he had memorised it all. Ha...men..trying to impress...

They went to the Supa,"supermarket" he got his stuffs and Hermes asked him where he's taking her? He said it's a secret. A surprise..Oh..I love surprises..eh...who don love surprises? But most of the time I'm too smart for the surprises and it was not so much of a surprise, or sometimes i expect too much, and there was no surprise, of cause I was sad!

He brought her to a rented apartment, one just need to pay the time you spend there. Just a room and kitchen. No beds! He was about to confess to her about his feelings there. But...it didn't turn out right, the staff said that he must have the member's card to enter. He told her he had registered online and maybe the card had not arrived yet. And Japanese la, as usual by the book, no card no enter! He was explaning repeatedly, and the staff said NO. Hermes pulled him away and told him, it's alright, they can eat anywhere, he panicked. Now, he have plan. He tried calling his friend for help, but the area had no network. He started to get nervous again. He told Hermes to wait for him, and off he ran to the nearest internet cafe for help. He typed:"SOS, help me think of another place!" His friend scolded him that he should not leave his date all alone and he should go back to her. He relied on the internet again to look for another place, and at this time, Hermes was once again being harrassed by 3 hooligans. She walked away and tried to look for densha kun and she found him staring at the computer again. Well..girls get wrong impression you know. When his out, he told her he found another place, in Roppongi, abit far, but they could get a cab. Hermes commented that she had to pack for an overseas trip the next day, and she got to go. And she went off.. Poor densha kun...his effort wasted.

So that's why la, must communicate, very important to communicate. When a girl says it's fine with her, it's REALLY alright! MAN...Listen! And do not leave your date all alone!! Think about it and you will know why. Ask...don't keep quiet, don presume!

So that's the end for the 4th date.

He was waiting for Hermes to come back! He made markings on his calender and now he thought to himself, what he needed to do was to look out for a laptop for her, as she had said that they shall look for one together since densha kun had so much knowledge about it.

So his job while awaiting for Hermes to come back was to look for a suitable laptop for her. And on the day when she was back, he called her to surprise her, asked her if he could stop by to meet up with her. She told him she was busy for the moment and would call back later. He wanted to surprise her and he went to her work place to wait for her, carrying his informations on all the laptops he can find. Then, it started to rain. Stupid man, can go take shelter in the building across the road right anot? Rather wait in the rain for her to appear, same ma, cos it's the same office building she working! He was all drenched, and he tried his best to protect the notes...aiyo..movie la!! In real life, got such stupid people anot? But it was sweet la! He saw her, ran in handed her his notes and was so delighted in seeing her. She was shocked or was it surprised? Cause, she didn't expect, that is why it's called a surprise!! At this moment, I think was her boss and an ang mor appeared. The ang mor asked if everything was alright, she said everything was fine. She led him to a corner, and gave him her hanky to wipe dry. Hiyah~ 22yr old boy started crying. Booohooo..... He explained he must have been a nuisance to her, a bother. And right from the start he knows that it will not turn out well. Everything should not have started! They could never get together. Hey man, then why you initiate, from the beginning? Call her out for yet another date? Do so much for her? U no brains ah?

Hermes' heart was almost broken I guess, but as a 30 yr old woman, she of cause is more sensible. She asked him, if the time spent with her was not enjoyable, if he finds her a bother, if her look makes him sick, then he can choose to leave. Hm...woman is smart!

He cried again and left! Went back home, told his friend that he had no courage to confess to her, to tell her that he had good feelings for her. And all that had come out from his mouth were negatives remarks! His friend encouraged him once again to go for it! Cause if he succeed, he will be the 1st nerd to get a girlfriend after 22yrs!! He thought about it and decided he should try. He ran to her place, and found out that she was out looking for a laptop as told by her mum. He ran again to Akihabara to look for her. (He ran...wonder if all this places were near, definately NOT! Well movie la! You know, trying to tell you he tried his best to go for what he wanted, ja ne...I shall shoot one next time called "RUN...go for it!")

Akihabara was huge! He roamed from shops to shops in search of his love. But if it's all planned from above, you will definately find it one! He ran and ran and he fell, dropped his specs and face flat on the floor. At this moment, a girl helped him up, she was Hermes!!! See..God is great! He confessed it all to her. And Hermes too. She said she love him, and after she said that she felt that she loved him even more! She explained that she had feelings for him starting from the rescue on the train, his care for her, grabbing her hands to run when the red man is blinking. (If you watch this movie, these will be the flashbacks.) And the little post-it notes in the PC catalogue, that he explained everything so detailed and easy to understand. It's a whole pile alright! And she find them all so sweet, cause she had never had a boyfriend before too! And they kissed, fireworks started. Japanese movies are the same as Korean movies, comical and exergerated. So they were togther.

At the ending, it showed that they are taking the train again, and she dropped her ticket pass, he picked it up for her, a red one. And then it showed that in the past, when he was still he's nerdy self. A small school girl was leaning on his shoulders fast asleep. He felt awkward, but didn't dare to wake her up. He found a red ticket pass on the floor, and tried picking it up and threw it on the school girl's lap, and he hurried to alight. The little girl woke up and looked puzzled, she then returned the pass to the lady seated next to her. Guess what? She's Hermes...

So in actual fact, everything was planned! Right from the beginning!

And his internet friends......

There was this, who forbade to come out of his room, and would only locked himself up in his room to chat online and eat in his room,finally after this true story...stepped out, of his room! And outside. He got on the bus for the first time after don't no how many years. A girl sat beside him...(smile)

The 3 guys group, they dumped their ugly unmatched clothings and changed into the jacket, shirt combination, and they look smart!

I do have a friend known in primary school, and he have changed so much now. Attire do make a difference. He used to wear really thick specs that you can kill the ants under sunlight, and there will be rubber band tied onto it, maybe it broke or something. Now, he looks dashing! People change for the better. I think all should! I did too. For God blessed me with such a wonderful job, that he allows me to see so many things, the wisdom he gave. All the blessings he gave, I thank you Lord, Jesus...Thank you.~ Hallelujah!

Our own halloween celebration!

On 7th nov, I went to Chris place for a special purpose. Talking about it made me so excited!! Not only that I went to her house for dinner, but the main motive was...it was so sweet!! She waited for me to come back, to crave pumpkin together! And we had our belated Halloween party. Well, there wasn't any ghastly attire or what sort, I jus went with my jeans and my fav piggy T-shirt! Let's take a look at the master piece.....

2 craveswomen at work~


Presenting.... ~Qoochan annnnd.....

Big Fat Cookie...without the monster...haha!!!

This is how it looks like when lited up...Qoo~

Finally back home

Wah...finally home...ah...miss my GInger baby. Miss my bed, miss my pillows and miss my blankets. 3 nights in Japan seems so long!! But hoh, the hotel room in Haneda Airport T2 is nice~Very new...(airport hotel only 1yr old), very zen, somemore tv is sharp flat screen...Cool~!

Went ditching, as usual It's me kana once again this year in the mock up. Prayed so HARD to GOD asking him to not let me kana at all, but ok la, got the easy ones...not the too stress one. Who call my employee number is the most junior..est..although I'm not the most junior. But blessed that I passed the written test la, so not so bad la!!! Well...the mock up is indeed fun, and maybe also it's my last year going for the mock up..haha... hm....will maybe kinda miss it a little though. But God will plan! Just attended the MMeeting also, feels very sian to listen to so many of the fat boss..say this and that. FAt Ass...!!! Your ideas are all so stupid!!! Returnto your hometown and STOP giving us HELL!! But, I'd in heaven, cause I'm with Jesus! I'm on his side!

On my rest day, I went to Asakusa to take some pics, I was there 4 years ago, during my training time with my class-gals, miss it also.

Bought quite alot of things, also found the hankies that Isaac once shown me!! It's really beautiful and at reasonable price! Bought 11of them, haha!! Will I be given the shopping queen title? HAha...~ Bought a magnet as well..it's the fortune cat, a black one! It was cute.
Next it was food! I had tempura with hot soup Udon set! Take a look? Yum~

Then we went to Ueno, bought a pack of dried scallops and cuttler fish for my mama. After that nothing much! Off we are, back to the hotel to prepare for the next day's mock up training. Imagine...this once a year training is our license to fly for a year...interesting huh?! I do find it interesting! Well although I do complain alot about being the only one chosen for the drill and the rest of my colleagues can sit back and relax. But participating is kinda fun also, cos you get to experiance, you know, like what happen and what you do? If an incident should happen. I'm kinda enjoying it this year, for I know how GOD has loved me so much to put me into participation. Haha... Well now I'm back, Oxygen and Energy level is low...gotta sleep now~

Seems like the screen is getting blur..is it my eyes or what?

Disgusting me

Forget to update this last night, cos Qoochan was biten by the lazy bug, felt so sleepy.
Hm...something happened yesterday, well things happen every now and then wat?! Ok la, something very malu happened to me la...Haha...as usual with Chris. Let's introduce her again. She's my kindergarden cum primary skool pal. And she live about 8 to 9 blocks away from me. When we stand together we are the number 10. We went to the journey of faith together(previous post). And yesterday we went GV tiong bahru watch movie, Tim Burton's Corpse Bride. A very interesting movie! Actually was meeting Yuen for the 40yr old virgin, but Corpse Bride first piority. So Chris and I met up at 12pm at our mrt,off to tiong bahru, den bought the ticks first before proceeding for lunch. What we ate ah? This Japanese RamenTen. Kao~ I've never fancy japanese food although I do travel to Japan quite often. Don give me raw la, cooked ones are okay! Cos cold and chilling cooked food, makes my stomach upset. So sad.... the stomach and me....
Oh the funny part of going to a singapore japanese restaurent is that not only you get your food, you also get entertained. Haha...there were this group of japanese office guys sitting opposite us, and when the servers shouted something, they were giggling and me as well. What the F*%# are they saying? Don't sounds like welcome(Irrashaimase)...and they normally loved to drag the last part...(Irrashaimassssssssseeeeeeee), Yew....irritating.
Ok so I ordered this fried chicken Ramen and a snapple grape, Chris ordered her seafood Ramen and 2 coke lite. The server asked if we still want the snapple since Chris ordered 2 coke lite, hello??? 1 person cannot order 2 drinks huh? What's your problem??? Hehehe...
And guess what? In the restaurent we saw Diana....who? Our primary skool fren also, Isaac's ex, Ber's ex choir mate, and currently The Rock choir member. Being friendly, I walked over while we are prepared to leave, saying,"Hey Diana!" And she replied:"And U are?" And I am? Who? I shouted back my name, and I walked away. Such a rude look followed by and you are? Don't just think that you are model, people remember you ok,(I was before You, when you joined that agency) not as though you are famous or something like that, and people approach you okay? It isn't all that. It's just me, Qoochan being friendly only going over to ren qing qi(recognize a relative?) Hm... I have a song jus for this type of people. I've sang it to Chris, and she found it quite hilerious. And the way she used to bully Ber by sweeping her hair back so hard it hit Ber's face. Eh...Ber...did I tell you before to either put chewing gum on her head, or burn her hair or jus snapped it while she was sleeping. For years since primary school, she has not cut her hair short, cos the most can see part is her hair la. Character wise..well for you people to find out, cos I have many bad comments from other people about her already. She's only friendly to guys, gals? step aside la. Not that I am jealous or anything. I have confident of how I look, she and I belong to 2 different world. I dare to cut my hair real short, trying out different looks, cos I like playing around with my hair, for people who knows me changing my hairstyle every 4-5mths. (Hey I look great on both short and long hair alright? God is great!) Fashion wise? depends on my mood, I have my own co-ordination. For her..hm....sweet gals will always be sweet gals la. hm.....
Ok carry on back to my story.....after lunch and the not so friendly "and U r?" And I AM none of your business la!!! Ok den we went to Umeya buy some sour plums and up to GV for the movie. Chris bought a huge coke lite again, and as we were walking up the steps to the theatre, the blur blur gal who thinks she looks so great standing at the steps to tear our ticks one, stop Chris saying she's not allowed to bring in outside food, cos Chris carrying the bag la, mine in my bag, stupid people aim her. (My bag kinda small, so cannot stuff all of Chris yummys into it.) Ok fine...so? she looked at us, we looked back...silence for 3-4 secs. I opened my mouth, asking her if she could keep it for us then...and she say ya..can! Reaction damn slow... Not as if we will make a scene there right? Lady...next time just ask if you can keep it for us, we are NOT unreasonable people, or uncivilised citizen!!! Kao~!
Went in for the movie which stated that it starts at 13.25. I asked Chris..is it start commercial at 13.25 or 13.25 start movie? It's the 2nd one, so that means they are late!!! What if I have appointment later on and I was late cos the movie started late. Who can I blame?
Movie ended and I craved for fries, so we went to Mac, me had a large fries and Chris medium.
We gossiped abit before I decide to head for home, for I felt so so tired, I guess it's all the food.
But Chris called her mum and aked if she wanted to go to harbourfront, hm...me wanna go too...well even if I went home, I can only sleep for 3 hrs that's it! I will become owl in the night, so I joined them.
Arrived at harbourfront, last time know as World trade centre. Wah...changed alot ah, cannot remember how it looks like last time. Being thirsty, I wanted to buy a bottle of water from Cheers, but a bottle of Ice mountain cost $1.55, I can fairly well buy 2 bottles from my nearby market. Daylight robbery!!! So I suggested why don't we just go Mac again for a free cup of sky juice?(Water la!!!) But I set my eyes on the barley water in Wang jiao kopi shop. The classic comes, for a normal person not being drank to vomit infront of other people's shop. Hehehe...that normal person is ME, QOOCHAN lor!! Wah kao...paiseh sia.... I think I have over ate. 3rd sip of the barley water made me a merlion. Well..what exactly happened was that I was at Baleno, saw a cheap nice top, and just bended over to take a look, and just at this moment, the 3rd sip which I just took, I think somehow the barley sliped past to the throat before I could chew on it. And it triggered the acid to react at the same time and hua la....presenting Miss Merlion. Chris didn't know how to react. I was just bending over and somehow lucky ah, jus white liquid nothing serious yet. No yellow(fries) or brown(fried chicken), but a little red red stuff(I guess it's the garlic chilli sauce from mac). I asked for tissue, Chris said she don't have it, GREAT...I try my best to dig out mine, still in that position. A girl from opposite shop was staring so hard,I could see her eyes popping out soon! HA!! Chris suggested...go toilet go toilet.. lucky I can still talk, but as I talk I started to cough..so better don't talk so much! I didn't run to the toilet cos it might get worse, so I took my time. Hehe...AFter that I was well and alive again. It's the barley's fault!!
After walking for awhile, Chris and her mum(who later arrived) bought what they wanted and we passed by Haach, aiyah...might as well go inside have a massgae and sleep. So I went in to try my luck cos I didn't make any appt. Went in for an hr, came out rather fresh, as commented by Chris and her mum, as they were sitting at the food court chilling out. They dom pang me back and I packeted beef noodles, so small yet so ex. Hm....So that's it la!!! That's my day!! Yesterday~

Pls continue urself

Ok people this will be how the scroll look like, Pls pay your own eight bucks and go take a look urself if U wanna know more huh! For Miss QooChan only taken pics till drawing number 4, cos dono excited about what la, at that moment! I guess is the stupid touchscreen game. Hahaha.... Remember Chris? But I guess the journey of faith thingy ended on Oct 9th. So I'm not so sure if they might still have this area.

Below are pics showing 2 ah siao having fun drawing....enjoy!!!

Our masterpieces................The ugly ones are Chris!!! Muahahah.

About Buddha, comparing my story which I've watched in JApan to the real text I've seen in journey of faith.

A baby boy was born about 2600 years ago in Limbini, Nepal, under extraordinary circumstances.Immediately after birth, he walked his first seven steps and said his first words.This baby, destined for greatness, was named Siddhartha Gautama.He grew up as a wealthy prince but remained troubled by the sufferings of his fellow humans.He searched for a long time to find a solution.Eventually, he solved the complex puzzle of how suffering could cease and achieved enlightenment.Siddhartha Gautama became Buddha.Buddhism's birth place is in northen South Asia but today, the only South Asian country to have a majority of Buddhists is Sri Lanka.However, Buddha's teaching has a far greater effect on East Asia--China, Japan and Korea--and several countries in Southeast Asia, where the religion is widespread.

This are the texts found during my visit to the Journey Of Faith museum with my primary cum kindergarden skool fren. Jus compare it with the post I've posted previously, I can say that I understand the show well la....hahaha....

Below are some pics, about the story of Buddha.

Buddha was born over 2600 years ago as Prince Siddhartha Gautama, in a kingdom in Limbini, Nepal. Signs at his birth led people to believe that he would either be a great king or achieve enlightenment one day.

Siddhartha led a sheltered and privileged life. His father, the King, made sure the Prince had the best of everything and did not have to suffer or see others suffering.

One day, Siddhartha left the palace and saw an old man, a sick man and a corpse, all which troubled him. He later met a dignified hermit and was impressed by him. He began to find his privileged life meaningless and decided to leave it behind.

Even though Siddhartha's wife had just given birth to their first son he decided to leave the palace that very night. By being a wandering ascertic, his aim was to find a way to end human suffering.

To be continued.......

Pls either go to the museum urself to see and understand more or just heck care about it or jus read the previous post cos I need to go to bed now. Sorry Chris...I very lazy to type and also cannot insert the stupid pics anymore, at least I figured out!!!

Not able to sleep

Do you believe in recarnation? Do Christians believe in recarnation? I've just watched this movie on channel BS2 in japan. It's about finding the recarnation of a lama. The scenes are very special, it only shows a color, mostly blue and some red, nothing is wrong with my TV for sure. I have no idea what it means. What does it wanna show? Hm....There is only full color, as in normal colorations at almost till the end of the movie. This movie tells the story of Buddlha. I shall try my chance to watch Passion of Christ! In one scene, Jessie, the little boy ask, if Buddlha is same like Jesus? The adult answered, it is almost the same, but just that Buddlha was way before Jesus.Is this true? I shall find out. This makes me even wanna find out more about Jesus. This is what I've learnt from the movie, how Buddlha came about. A beautiful queen was on her way back to the palace to give birth with her servants and maids. And on her way, she saw many elephants, and she recalled having a dream. She dreamt of a baby elephant blessing her with its tiny trunk. And she felt at peace. She decided to take a rest while enjoying the views of the enchanted forest. As she walked deeper into the forest, the trees that she passes by, bowed down to her.Then suddenly she felt pain and in labour, at this moment, a tree bowed down for her to grip to reduce the pain. And she gave birth to a healthy and BIG baby, with sparkling bright eyes. It was said that the baby talked at that very moment, and as he walked lotus followed behind him. It was a heavenly sight. Back to the palace, people were celebrating the birth of the new born. And great priests and wise men came to give their blessings, and there was this old wise man whom no one had seen for a long long time. Told the King that his baby will be a great teacher when he grows up, but the king insists that his son will be a king, rather than a teacher. He will be a king first, and if he want to know more about teachings, he can learn later .2 weeks later, the queen fell ill and passed away, asking her sister to take care of her baby.Years later, the prince aka the baby grew and everyday he was enjoying himself. This was because, his father the king make sure that he only sees the good things in life, no sufferings or death. One day, he heard a very nice music, he followed it and found this girl singing. It was an unknown language, but he felt it, the soul of the music. He asked what it meant, and his beautiful wife answered him that it's about the beautiful things far beyond. The young prince ask, what there can be more beautiful than the things in his palace? And he decided to venture out of his palace to look for that beautiful places. The King knew about this, and for that he so loved his son, he planned everything that his son shall see. No sufferings, no death, no sickness, only good things, young and healthy people. The prince indeed saw the beautiful people, all beautiful things when he was out of his palace. But then, suddenly he saw two old and dirty man, he asked his follower who they are? And his follower answered that they are the old and poor. The prince asked how could that be? His follower answered that people will grow old, and sick and eventually die. The prince didn't know about all these, as his loving father had hidden all these from him all these years. The prince then decided to leave the palace to find the meaning of life, and to go against death. He told his father that he will be the man to do it. So he left the palace, and exchanged his fine robe with a poor man, and on his way to find the meaning of life.
One day, when he was meditating, and there was this huge cobra who sheltered him from the rain, and the 5 men who was there at that time were amazed and became his followers. He spent 6 years, drinking water of rain, and food from grains. He became dirty and thin. One day, by the river, while he was meditating, he heard a man saying:"Pulling the strings too tight will make it snap, let it loose and it will be fine." On hearing this, he walked to the river and dived in. He began washing himself. A young village girl offered her bowl of rice to him, and for the first time in 6 years, he had proper food. His 5 follwers were disappointed when they saw that their leader was bathing and eating fine food, they decided to leave him, because they think that that is not the way.
The next scene shows the prince meditating again below this tree, and suddenly there were these 5 beautiful ladies started walking towards him. They were actually demons disguised as beautiful woman to tempt the prince. 5 different types of temtations. (Can't remember any of them.) The prince was not tempted at all, and the demon was furious. Soon...there were huge storms, and huge waves before the prince. And there were soliders pointing their firey arrows at the prince, and they fired. But before the firey arrows could hit the prince, they become flower petals. And it rained colorful petals. The prince was still in meditating position when all these happened. The demon seem to lose the battle, but he did not give up. He appeared as a spliting image of the prince. And told him that he is in him. The prince said that the earth will be his witness that he is him. At this moment, the demon was destoryed after the prince said those words, pointing his fingers down to the ground. Then there were yellow circled lights and that's how Buddlha came about. Woo...a very long story. I am typing this in Japan finishing at 4.30am.Very interesting movie, had no chance to find out the title, but the prince was starred by Keano Reeves. Didn't know it was him till the ending part. Am so tired now, will get back to bed. Hm...one more night to go, sian~ where shall I go later? Hm...will try visit Terminal 1, abit bo liao la, but I swa gu ma.!

Me in new York

Hiyah...alone in New york, nobody to go out with, cos the other gal I'm flying with jus came to new york last week...Poor me, havn't been here since...2months ago, was last here with Ber to Statue of Liberty. ( Cos last month was grass eating season.) It's turning cold here. I am now here next to the AC, cos com cannot work last 6 hours ago, due to no network. And now...I placed it at the window side, next to the AC, soooo cold...but must online, cos I've brought the damn so heavy and bulky laptop all the way from singapore? Finally got connected, didn't get to chat with Ber, I believe she's online just now. So alone here...so cold....so...so...so...not hungry la, at least I packed some food here...well...erm...jus chocolate crossiants form japan and some sort of muffins turning hard soon, from my beloved Da Jie! Also a hearty dinner jus now shrimp mai fan as uaual and fried chicken wings~ Haahaa...
Finally got online, and nobody chat with me~ m.......well have la, as usual Piggy. I wonder where have all the rest gone to. It's 7.50am here, staring out of my window, i see that people have started work here at around 7.20am from the office view jus next to my window view. Haa!!! Ang MOr not so lazy afterall.
It's gonna be a bright and sunny day today, hope it's not too cold. How I wish there is someone here to bring me out. Such a waste to stay in the room. Gotta go shopping later, die die must get out of room....!!!! Also am listening to the CD which I've just bought, He GAVE, nice.
Hm...It's just me in the room, alone, well not so alone, since I have my bible and books and pastor prince CDs, and all the lovely songs. I CAN survive the day. Of cos with GOD by my side always....~ Actually it's nice sitting here alone, with my laptop and music. Looking up in the sky, watching the birds fly. Staring blankly, deep in thoughts or wondering in dreamland. Peeping at what the people opposite are doing. Jus in my own world with JESUS. It's so so sweet... so peaceful. So serene.
yup..gonna have some chocolate crossiants..and my muffin..take a rest..and shopping here I come!!!

Packed work finally starts

Finally going to go away for a long week... 7days it is. This time to new york city. Although not flying with Ber, but I'm all well packed with my bible, notebook, notes and CDs, and most importantly my laptop. Can't wait to be away..away from home, away... I look forward to work and coming back to attend Evelyn's wedding dinner. So cool...gotta wear my pink lace dress. Actually bought this dress for a special reason, but..it doesn't matters anymore. Shall look ahead and move on...I am...moving on. Ok gotta eat dinner... Miss Ya Ber ber..

Jesus my Lord my Life

Jus came back from church. Bought this CD sang by the church...all my fav songs..well not all la, some...One of them is Jesus my Lord my life.

You take my hand

And lead me to Your side

Your warm embrace

Sets my heart on fire

You are my shelter

God of all wonders

You are the hero of my life

I live for You

The saviour of my life

Your love for me

Is wider than the skies

You are my shelter

God of all wonders

You are the hero of my life

You came for me

Your life for mine

When I couldn't save myself

You bore my pain

My sin my shame

Jesus my Lord my life

This is one of my favourite...also there is I'm held by your love by Adeline, but in this CD it's sung by Sean Goh. A Very lovely song.

Jus cried over nothing! I have no idea what's wrong with me...so people..I know u care, Jus STOP asking me, for I, myself have no idea at all too? Or am I jus running away from it all. I know it, but just that I'm not facing it? I expect overly too much from nobody and myself? What's my problem? I do not know how to express it out, just STOP asking me. Just STOP, cos I don't have an answer myself.

Listening to the CD now...perspiring as well..been like this the whole day, I ask for it. I ask to be sick and it happens, curse by my own mouth. Haha... Speaking is the only work to express faith. Keep on speaking faith. Believe in the heart and speak in the mouth. Of cos and the world is naturally negative, jus like me in the world, so negative. I'm crawling out of the world, to be in heaven on the throne with Jesus. Or should I say I have already crawled out, and He is with me always cos He does not fail, his promise will definately be a promise. He will not lie. He's always there... He lifts me up. He's my saviour, my Lord, my God....My Jesus Christ.

He has blessed me with so many frens... can I use the word many? Well here and there, about more than 5? The more than 5 are the ones whose always there for me. "The many frens" are really many, for all the new people that I meet during my work, or jus people from the net, or fren's fren. I am not alone, but why do I feel so alone sometimes? That's between me and God. Loved flying with Ber, cos so that we ccan talked all day about Jesus, learning more about Him. I used to give advice to people about things, about life? But now, I, myself needed the counselling. I may seems strong to some, why do they look upon me? I don't find myself strong at all... I'm just me...me...and me...not weak but also not so fragile. Just STOP labelling me as strong. I'm just me. Just a plain simple me. God loves me for who I am, and I do not have to care what other jealous people are talking about behind my back. I'm feeling much better now. Thanks pal..for accompanying me! Thank you Jesus... And we all say....AMEN!!!

eating grass season

Something is wrong with my blog...wat the heck...hm.... I proudly announce that it's the Grass eating season for me this month. Haha... Jus came back from the stupid 4day KL pattern again..yes once again. But all will be well next month when I have 3 states flight and flying with Ber to NY on oct 31st..Halloween... hope it's gonna be happening. Can't wait!!! Can't wait to go to work, after coming back will be attending Evelyn's wedding...can't wait too. Saw a dress at mango jus now, so nice, so sweet...so expensive. Got to think about it. Hm... I'm feeling sick, Kao..going to NY already, and feeling sick now, cannot...cannot must drink liang teh...to recuperate.

God pls help me on this.

I'm feeling so lost right now. Got to think about my future. What will my future look like? I leave it all to God, and yet there are people who ask me what I want?!! I really have no idea what I want. Am I considered a loser then? Not knowing what I want. My works are already been decided, I just follow. That's just me. Even Bid decided for me to get the job which I'm doing now. And it's coming to and end, and I've no idea what I want till now. Patrick did ask me a few months back, I thought of getting a degree...but that concerns money. I have my old parents to feed, so I have no idea what I will be earning when my contract ends next year! God am I thinking too much? I just wanna lead a carefree life. No worries, 'cos GOD has already paved the way. I don't wanna think about money, about love, about not getting married when I hit 30. Gosh...I still have a long way to reach. I just wanna enjoy what I have right now. Anything wrong with that? That I don upgrade myself? My work is just a job which don't requires brain power? Is this true? I ask myself. Does that include the 'chao geng' part? Also, if anything is to happen and we need to evacuate the passengers within seconds? The knowledge that we need to have to save people's life? Is it fair MAN? The way that you are judging me? God I just wanna leave it all to you, and signal me to walk your path. That's all I ever wanted. I do have my dreams, but dreams la, still it concerns money. If I'm not born in this family, and if I have rich parents? I think I will get what I always wanted. I could pursue my dreams? Self help is so limited. I do not have the strength to do it? Or am I just plain lazy to do it. I need to ask myself. GOD I just need your help. Amen!

Fed up

Was already quite fed up with the stupid company and here I am, jus came back from my stupid 4 days pattern. Very Tired and very very fed up(dono what other words that I can use beside fed up.) Sometimes I think why we work so hard for the company who doesn't even give shit to us employees. They jus virtually treat us like bangala. Too bad if U r working for Jap company...U'd never have promotion, only can work for a max of 15 yrs, and also not confirmed that you will get ur contract if u have good profile. Is this jus life? They keep promoting that one should get the grade S for higher chances of getting the contract, but hello??? Only higher chance ok? NOt CONFIRM chance. Crap japanese. That's how much I HATE them. BUt I also muct admit that there are very nice ones, who treated me real good. And I do enjoy my flight last nite, cos my in-charge keep praising my work, which makes me very pai seh.

THere are good and bad in general. BUt even I do know, but how come I cannot get over it? I felt so mad when I checked that my flight was dropped and they slot in a stupid 4 days pattern for me again. Thinking that I have to eat grass next month, really irks me. What's their problem? Huh? What is going on? Fair? Do u think this is fair? Or there's nothing fair in this world? PAstor Prince once mentioned, "do not take small things to heart. Let there be no trouble in ur heart." BUt hey..thinking I will eat grass next month, no joke ok? And my credit card bill jus came, jus 1 card for the time being, approximatly $600 plus? Kao...see la, how am I gonna survive? Jus only 1 for the time being, the 2nd one not here yet.

Hey, don think that we flight attendents earn alot ok?! Our pay depends alot on our flying allowances. (Most ppl think we do and also a new fren whom I've jus met.) If every month I'm given this kind of crap flight.... I've tot before, I will wan to burn the office down. Trap them all in the lift, hit the head of the fat one with a heavy ash tray. Hit until he pass out...Hahaha.... These are jus some tots I have, during last time when there are so much unfairness. And ppl jus say say only, keep complaining and no work is done. I do not respect U! Yes! Maybe U do have families to support, and u jus wanna give ideas but not take the responsibility to speak up. Who the hell, nowadays have the courage to speak up for someone? Even if U do, the one whom U r speaking up for might take U for granted and won't even appreciate it at all. Why go all the trouble? Y? Wei shen mo?

So final words in conclusion, what the company gives U, go...go and make full use of it. Dental...go and and use it, don't wait and wait till it's ur final year in this company den U using their so call "privillages". Company docs... ya...go..take all the medicine U need, for ur parents, for ur frens and all the shower gel, cream...etc...ya?! Free tickets...not so free la, must pay a small sum...y not? Go...go apply for urself and ur parents, don't let tge company take advantage of us anymore. U work for bloody 5 years, what do u get? Well..they is the gradtuti(aiyah..dono how to spell la) Looks big, but if u divided into 5 years, pertatic. And what else? Ya...U didn't take sick leave for 3 years...U get a crap paper. Saying..thank u so much for ur utmost effort in your work...blah..blah..blah.... and so on..... Crap la!!!! If U can... don keep taking away our flights la! Stupid company!!!!!!!!!!

CirQue Du Soleil-QuiDAM

Wah...jus got back from flt..saigon 2 nites, went shopping with Irene and bought 2 bags that I lovvvved so much. And many other things as well. Today went church, 2nd svc with Stella,but before that met Ber BEr and hajimete met auntie Doreen, (Ber's mummy) for breakfast...Todays preaching very interesting topic, on life and dreams...hehe...to know more, pls buy the CD urself. Guest preacher Pastor Gary from hillsong.
My main point for this blog today is I Went to watch the QuiDam...wah...damn good man.... worth the price I paying for $98. Spetacular, breathe taking... VERY GOOOOOOOOD AH!! Although sitting not centre but side, but already 3 rows from the stage. CAnnot complain la, sing kar po hoh, vely small de ma. HAha...If in the 1st place, I know the stage so small can buy the back rows centre seats liao lor! I highly recommand. I bought the sound track too. although abit ex la huh, $35. But buy and keep souvenior lor. Feel like watching it again...dono who will bless le? Hehe...

Ur fav transport?

I was jus wondering, which public transport do U like? For me... I like riding on the bus. Not only can see scenery somemore cheap and sure got seats to sit. But not for long journey la, will feel nausea. The transport I hate most is the MRT. When I was in primary skool, still can remember what Mr LOW ask...what does MRT stands for during our session before singing the national athem. And my smart aleck indian classmate raised his hand, (I think he is SIVA LINGAM, had a twin bro.) He walked upfront and very confidently answered..."MR RICHARD TAN". Those were that days....

Y i hated the MRT? Cos during poly times, the only transport from my hse to my poly is the MRT. All the way to yio chu kang... LOng and far ride. And can see la, from my hse must change at raffles place, and u knoe la, morning with all those kiasu aunties and uncles and office workers rushing to work. Normally u can really see the scene whereby ur face is pasted onto the doors. HAha...jus imagine for a moment. And there's some ppl who r jus not so considerate in moving in..I mean IN and letting more ppl to get onboard. Also standing by the doors or guarding the doors when their stop are still very far away. And leaving poor ppl...ahem...for example like me, being considerate and walked out so that the ppl behind me could get out, and later realise that there is no more room for me back there, and therefore I'm late for my lecture. Before then, u can never see the 2 YELLOW lines... wat r they for? U may wonder? To teach singaporeans to keep to the side so that passengers can alight first before they move in like marching ants. And also the signs along escalator telling ppl to keep to the left. Posters telling ppl to be considerate and be courteous only during the courteousy month... wat a laugh.! There's more to complain about the MRT and that's how much I hated it...but this acticle will be long.

Was out with Ber last nite... and I really must conclude myself as a lor soh person..alamak....so young and yet becoming auntie so soon. I'm sorry I'm so qiong he(chang qi). That's jus me lor....Ber agrees. Sometimes I jus talk too much la.... Cannot help it...Genes....

OK..ok...I jus remembered, there's 1 time long long time ago at Orchard mrt. The scene of kiasu auntie who try to enter the met when not all PAX have alighted and met her match of this uncle who try to come out. And.....auntie lost...auntie was somehow being pushed and fell to the floor...LOL...I was there I saw it...BElly good ah...haha....auntie OR BI good. HAhaha.... And the victory goes to uncle who was very gentleman enuff to offer to help her up. BUt U see la, auntie lose face already and of cos very angry and rejected lor..All happens in split secs... So is there a lesson learnt? I don't think so... There's still more stories,but I jus state examples to cut short. YES I have lost my temper far too many times when taking the MRT. Had shouted at a woman who can't make up her mind on where to sit, gave lots of stares to ppl who keep pushing while I try to get out. The woman who can't make up her mind is classical. Blame it on my PMS,but isn't it too early for one?

Finally got my own bible...Precious moments

U will have no idea what has happened to me today... haha.... I woke up early at 10am for yoga class. Took bus there, was early so went Isetan see see look look... saw a watch..priced at $159. Still thinking to get it anot la, or should I save up for my pasha? Then off to class and met up with this OCBC guy for my cpf statement at 2pm. Was at cpf building tanjong pagar and reset my singpass cos keyed in the max tries. Then nothing special. So... since I was in tanjong pagar, might as well settle my things around that area. So I stopped by in MILAN. Talked to this lady named Wendy for quite awhile, and she's the designer. She mentioned she teaches clothing makings. And I've just been asked by FAt last nite, why I like fashion designing, and I told her I'm interested in the makings. And It's like so coincidence that she said all that and even told me something about religion and the tragidy that happened to her family members. An accident, her sis and mother were taken away. Sad.....

After talking to her, she gave me her mobile to keep in contact. I was glad. And was thinking of going home, and walked pass a shop. And I was looking for my precious moments bible for a long time, so I thought I may try my luck there. Walked in and then realised that it's a biblical library, called BGST library. A very helpful LeePin even showed me around. The full address is 31 Tanjong Pagar Road #01-01. Or u can visit the website at http://www.bgst.edu.sg/lib
Opening Hours Mon-Fri 9am-10pm, Sat 9am-6pm, closed on sunday and public holidays.


Opened to public and if interested can sign up for member for $100 refundable deposit and $50 annual fee, if U want to borrow the books home. If not can just drop by there and read the books instead. Very interesting. And the very helpful LeePin even gave me some helpful advice in looking for my bible. And she even gave me directions to get there. At Amara Hotel shopping centre. ALL in tanjong pagar area. So I set off to Jona Christian Book Room and finally found my beloved Precious Moment bible...the pink one. Also bought the latest hillsong "GOD HE REIGNS" Will listen to that later. And 2 tiny books of bible promises and prayers. Will pass 1 to Ber. Hehe... So happy that I got mt bible. Can remember I used to flip thru the cute cartoon pages. Well then that's the old one from BID. NOW...THIS is the new one I got myself and I will treasure it. Keep telling ppl I lost my bible, such a shame, not lost it in church but somewhere at home? Where? I have no idea too. But I'm jus as happy that I have got it myself. My OWN! It's not the ending of my day yet. Hm...abit lor soh la, but I LIKE IT! HAha... THen bought a MOcha Spin at Spinell( this san fransico coffee shop I guess..) $6...ex like shit. Taste so sweet somemore. Ok...that's not the case, then I was deciding to whether take bus back home or cab, cos it's rather hot...very very hot.... ok lah, decided to take cab home, walked to Amara hotel taxi stand and flagged down a cab driven by this fellow named CHAN. REally cannot believe it, we talked about religion again all the way till I reach home, he started the topic I swear. And even when I reached home, we still talked awhile longer in his cab. He even mentioned he's a 3 sec person just like me, and that we have to find passion in the things we do to stay on. And he tot he's the only one, but he met me today! Also when I was about to leave his vehicle, he asked me whether I'm baptised or going to...I told him I'm ready to do that. But how le? Will find out la!Haha... CAnnot believe it. And the best part, he only charged me $6, when the fare is actually $6.70. God bless la!!!

In conclusion, today I met 2 ppl who told me about their GOD and that all GOD are all the same, jus that You feel happy with your own beliefs. Well , I am! I'm happy in believing Jesus and to learn more about Jesus. And I'm sad when I left that book behind. About that bible colleague thingy, that's far too much for the time being, may consider. But can study and don become pastor? And Piggy I guess he's sad and claimed that I've changed. And I disagree with him, and I will don care sorry to say... I'm happy with my God. I am still what I am, I am still Qoochan. The same outlook, but maybe not the same thinking anymore. Yeh...I'm going to the journey of faith with Fat 2molow. And then to bible study at Rock. Finally have my own bible.

Thank you LOrd for blessing me so much. I know it's all your work and letting me see things. I feel very blessed to have you as my father. My saviour. Thank you Lord!! Amen!!!

The evil Devil

I am sad, real sad, cos I left a book behind in LA which I had bought in Las Vegas. And Yes...I've just came back from my Vegas, La trip. It's been 8 days, seems so long. Was not so long when I was flying with Ber. I lost US$120 on slot machines and I'm not sad. I was never so sad over a book, cos I have never like reading books. But this book which I have bought in Vegas Premium outlet, made me understand more about Jesus. And It was so interesting. I had it by my pillow in vegas, and by my bedside in LA. And when I left for Jap, I did check my room once again for left behinds. And I've never or not so many a times to be so forgetful to leave things behind and feel so sad about it. Hearing from my colleague that I may not get it back, makes me feel more sad. Blame it on the devil, the stupid devil who was being plain jealous and blinded my eyes for not seeing the book and packing it into my bag.
Blame the stupid and ignorrant devil to stop me to look upon Jesus. COS he's getting no where. He's trying too hard. I'm sorry, U r not getting anywhere devil. FAT chance. The most if i'm
not getting my book back, I will go buy again. Lord bless me with a vegas flight so that I can get the book to know more about you. Hmp.... ne..ne...ne...ne...ne....I win devil!!! (tongue sticking out).

Waiting...

Waiting for the bus to go to school, waiting for the mrt to go to work. Waiting and waiting..that's what we all are doing everytime. But one thing that is to wait for someone to reply the mail or even your phone call is the stupidest thing to do I think....And especially waiting for a guy... that's downright stupid. I'm sorry I've given up the waiting. I'm moving on. I've never waitied for a guy, and it will be my first and last time. Why did I realise in the first place? That I don't really have to go throught all this. But this is the way of life, how God plans things. Now I just will look upon him, unto him. The waiting game. I am a person with no patience and I prayed for patience, God didn't just gave me patience like that, he made me go through and now, still not so late that I realised. Now I will just wait upon God to guide me to the wonderful things that He has in mind. All wonderful and happy things..... Love U ABA!!! Amen!

Qoochan almost evaporated

Wee...Qoo~..... went sun tanning cum picnic ing with my frens at Sentosa, berlinda and erica yesterday. I brought japanese seaweed fried chicken and bean curd skin fried chicken(it was delicious, Erica brought Ji Pai(chicken pie) and some vegetarian puff(delicious) and Ber brought sandwiches, (not so delicious but priceless....) It was really f***ing hot as commented by berlinda, always so sweet one...haha... Well, at least I did get myself abit tan la, at first still kao peh kao bu, "burnt, I'm burnt! Ah...so...so...red, so hot, so...so...painful" All the way to the bathing area, even during showering. And only Erica being the OnZ buddy reply me, Berlinda already gave up...haha....so stop replying to my nonsense. I know it's noisy in the bath area, the sand area, and all other areas.... And I'm the one being NOISY lor!!! That's what Qoo~ is like...being noisy and be happy...haha.... To be happy is to be noisy but not irritating. It's different U know?! Blessed that I am the noisy happy one and not the I.R.R.T.A.T.I.N.G, noisy one....haha...
And after sun tanning, actualy I feel like touring the island, cos it's been 2 years that I last been there. Also U paid for the bus fare ya, cum the entrance fee, $3. Although it's not BIG amt, but at least u paid for it, must tour ya? (Typical Sinaporean=Qoochan) But too bad, skies turning dark when we almost finished showering, and Ber said that it's better we leave the island...:( till den Sentosa, I shall visit u again...ta..ta..
Den after showering,we boarded the yellow bus back to main land and took SBS bus 97? to near esplanade, consider river side for dinner. It was only 1600 when we ordered, and Ber said dinner lor? Dinner at 1600? Ok lor... I ordered seafood spagetti and mocha for later...yum..yum.... Ber actually ordered ice cream for dinner. Is it normal having ice cream for dinner only? Hm... Erica? Nvm what she eat la, haha...well she ate some untasty spagetti( any spagetti not tomato based is catatogarized as untasty by Qoochan). After dinner, we are off to esplanade for more nonsense. Forget the nonsense, cos it's only interesting watching the videos I took. Then, we went to Marina Sq for KTV. My God, marina Sq really changed alot. Looking back that when Qoochan was waiting to go into poly, Qoochan worked part-time in Metro.. Oh...so long~ And in Marina Sq itself, it really changed loads. The exterior is still the same but the interior has revamped. Qoo~
After Ktv was about 2100 when we have to end. We were all so tired.... but...it was a fruitful day!

What are frens?

Have it ever occured to you not having frens at all, well don't say don't have lah, just hard to get galfrens? Or U have loads of guy frens? But just not close galfrens whereby u can share close gals talk? Let me tell a story: Long long time again, there were 5 fingers. (so imagine the whole hand). The 4 fingers, index, middle, ring and little fingers were like best of frens. And although the thumb is also one of them , but because of the little gap, they so much so don't really let the thumb join in much. One day, middle finger left the group for good, and u know la, thumb tot she could join in and maybe be upgraded to the middle finger for good. But...who knows what...a mystery finger came along and somemore a foreign country one came along, and easily fitted into the middle finger. And thumb once again feel so rejected. But did the other fingers ever thought of how thumb feels? Do they ever think about her? Cares about her? They will always make remarks saying thumb is always out of the group cos she cannot keep up the topic, for example, now they are talking about bags, den guys and thumb will not be able to catch up. And thumb is being so straight forward that they feels it's all thumb's fault. Thumb should change her character cos that's how she will be able to join the group. But how can anyone jus change their character overnight? It's all ass...and bullsh**. Anyway thumb never realises that one MAN up there will never ever forget her. And will love her soooo much.... that the other fingers love cannot compare. Thumb only realises it now. The love that is unconditioned.

"do not care so much about what other people says, sometimes, it's easier said then done"

What is Life?

What is life? How do you define life? Tom Hanks said that Life is like a box of chocolate, you will have no idea what flavour you can find in there and so many to choose from. For me? I feel that Life is like a series of unfortunate events. Like one of my friend, his love life is really "A Series of unfortunate events". Although we can only be just frens, but It's also God's gift. For me to meet him. So... Mr block, I wish you all the best in your love life, try to be more lively and stop standing there like a tree. Although there's a saying that God makes the decision for you that if HIS yours,HE will be yours. But still It's up to You to grab the chance. Even if God has planned the way for you,but still you choose to jus stay in you couch, there will never be end results. ALthough I feel that life is a series of unfortunate events, but after the storm there will always be sunlight and rainbows, cos rainbows is made out of rain and sun!!! Last time, I feel that life is so boring, I do not have best frens, or even close frens who will listen to you and give you advice. I feel that I don have them. I feel that I don't even have ppl to think of me and care for me. But thinking back now, I do see a change, I DO have best frens, or even close frens. ALthough I can't be always meeting you guys, but when I really needed you all, You are all always there for me. KAy...piggy.....and stella.....Thank you all... and recently I've met new frens and still more to come, cos I know it's all GOD's idea. Thank you father for blessing me with all these ppl who care and YOU who care so much and love me so much too. Thank you. Also the urge for me to know more about you, and knowing of ppl who are from New creation, especially Ber BEr.... Jus happy to to have known you.An aquaintance of a bottle of water and an opened pack of animal biscuit. ~

What is his problem?

I feel like killing someone right now. But as a child of Christ, I have to stop this thinking, and it's hard. What is his problem? Keeps making me so angry and opposing me. I really don wanna stay home at all. Keep feeding my dog bread, and now strawberry jam bread. I jus cursed my dog, I hold her head and shout at her to die, either she die first if not it's me. But if I really do, I'd hurt my mum's feelings, and if my Ginger is to go 1st, I will not want to live anymore too.
I used to have the negative thoughts of ending my life. But thinking back now, it's jus too plain stupid to end my life like that. I will hurt my mum and my frens who once loved me so much.Why must I end my life for an old man who always makes my blood boils? And when he sees that when he makes me angry, he will feel happy. Why can't I jus don care about him? Why can't I jus ignore him? Why can't I jus look upon God? So many 'whys'.... No one can help me. No one can help except God. No one can help in anyone's family affairs. Everyone has problem with their family, not jus me. Now then I realise. It jus seems that you cannot find any hapy families now. Jus seems that they may look happy on the outside, but there's always a dark side in them. Either... the families' parents are divorced, drinking and violence problem with the old man, and stressed out mum. What has this world come to? It's really not like last time, whereby everyone is just pure and innocent. Really I regret growing up so fast. I jus wanna stay as I am in my age now. Don wanna grow up with so much stress. But now I tell myself, these are jus challenges from God and I'm fighting them just fine. It's really funny, I keep having this feeling that I'm Soooooo happy going to work. Away from the old man, away from the shoutings and away from even seeing him. No one can help, yes I understand, I can only look upon God to give me guidance. I can only find peace then.
I have discussed with my mum before how I hate our family,and she explained it's even worse for others. And people try looking around, can you find any family around you that seems so happy without stress? No I don think so. Maybe there is, but only on the outside. For mine, it's only the noisy old man,who is so old and even his son is not visiting him,and he blames my mum for telling tales to his son to not come visit him. But come on, old man, face the fact!!! It's YOU..you made this all happen. the old man jus won't face the fact. I look down on him.! If he dares once again turn his anger into violence? I'm sorry Lord, I'd not let him off. I cannot forgive. No one in the right mind can. I longed to have my own life, but can I handle it? I will miss my mum of cos, her smell..(laundry), her food, and lots more. When will I be free?

Yipee...going to work soon~

Yipee....going to work 2molow liao. I feel happy going to work. Well Ppl will wonder, who the hell is happy going to work or skool? well..me loh! I enjoyed my job and simply i loved it. That is call professionlism ok? Picture me, in my pretty uniform, and the next picture, u see me trashing the rubbish or cleaning the toilet, both hands with the plastic glove, left hand armed with toilet paper and stuffs, right hand armed with tongs. Hahaha... Sometimes Ppl r being plain jealous that I enjoy my job, although it sucks but u can don see it that way de ma. Yes, I do agree I'm always crazy at work, but there's also a serious side of me, and when i'm serious, ppl don take me serious, they tot I'm joking. So y bother, ya? I'm finally leaving my noisy house for work...yipeee....(like how charlie's grandpa sounds in charlie and the chocolate factory.) Ya...and I went to GV tiong bahru today and watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory alone. Hm..It's the 2nd time I watch a movie alone. I conqured the 1st movie A series of unfortunate events. Hm...a very meaningful movie to me at that time. Jus felt that a fren of mine, his life is just like a series of unfortunate events. Hiyah...cannot blame him la, it's just his life. But I pray that he will have a change in life and meet his dream gal ba! I also pray that my cough will recover cos I've been coughing sinceI came back from vegas. I've tried drinking barley water, chyrsanthem tea, lou han gou drink, which my mum boiled. And jus now for the first time, I went to the chinese medical hall for a powdered black drink. I've tried everything I can, ate all throat soothing sweets. Still the cough is to stay. I hope it's not staying for good hoh?! I keep coughing till my right head hurts and my throat too.
Another thing to worry is my baby Ginger, she's itching so much, I have no idea why. Is her skin sensative to all the junks my old man feeds her? or she just have skin disease. How ah, how to help my poor baby?
Also la, my itchy finger did something to the language bar thingy and now I lost my chinese character typing. DAmn.... how to retrieve back huh? I've tried everything le, God pls bless me with a computer expert who can help me with this and also bless me that my cough will go away..pls...pls..pls..lord! In jesus name, Amen!!! Nite!

Poor Qoo

Poor Qoo~ am sick from vegas. So damn f***ing hot there le... 40deg C. Alamak, I drank alot of water ok, for the 1st time in my life I drank a gallon of water, that is like 3/4 of the tub U find in ur office dispenser. Kao...~ still coughing like mad. Poor Qoo~ been coughing for a week, after seeing doc on monday, and eating medi and in coma for 2 days. The flu medi super duper strong..I like it. I only woke up to pass water and taking in food, the rest of the time? am in my dreamland. I miss going out... hiyah~ still 2 more days to rest before work. Sometimes jus wondering, Y r we working so hard for our f*** up company. We r sick and we cannot take MC, well they put it that it's best to cover ur MC with ur leave, so it does not affect ur contract. What bullshit? Recently, I jus received a piece of good quality hard paper from company, thanking me for providing my most utmost effort in the company for the past 3 years. KAo~ was thinking...just like that? For 3years never take MC, just like that? Just a piece of paper that's all? Not even A4, half of A4. No voucher or anything..anyway company being niao la. During Sars period, I understand the reason for cutting cost, but now le? Still cutting cost. Cut cut cut...cut our cost and what? Live in an apartment in orchard road??? These people still exist ok?! They are just right under your nose. Cutting our cost and increasing their cost.What to do? We r workers only ma! At least if the boss is no good, but what we all feel is that for the very least, he can don't put us down all the time. I kana a few times, eg: "Pls write good things about Qoo chan, but I think IT'S VERY HARD TO FIND!!!" WAh Kao~! Who does he think he is to judge me like that? FATASS!!! You only know how to eat on your job, from the front to the back. And your work sucks too ok? It's not that I have anything against the "Ah No Ne" I have nothing against them at all, in fact I like them. Well It's just him lo!!! Everyone is so afraid to tell on him, becos they fear they lose their jobs. It's just seems like everywhere you go, is so dark..so 黑暗。I also fear that after typing this acticle, someone might backstab me, but what the heck? I guess I've been stabbed before, and already got blood, with the knief still sticking on my back, but I jus still never realise it and treat this "people" like friends. Now I understand the term of "friends" and "colleauges". Not everyone you meet is your friends ok? They may not think the same way as you are. It's still not too late to know. It's never too late to know!!! There's one friend whom you will never lose.... a friend for a lifetime... Jesus Christ.

Ways to annoy people...Try it

Sing the Batman theme incessantly.
Specify that your drive-through order is "take-away".
Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip..."
If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.
Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. Speak only in a "robot" voice. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly.
Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announcing its your property.
Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies.
Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.
Leave your turn signal on for 5hundred kilometres.
Name your dog "Dog".
Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up".
Reply to everything someone says with "That's what YOU think!"
Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace".
Forget the punch line to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot".
Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with a can of disinfecter.
Practice making fax and modem noises.
Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and copy them to your boss.
Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.
Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid looking ignorant.
Erect an elaborate network of strings in your office, and tell your neighbors you are a "spider person".
Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy."
Wear a special hip holster for your remote control.
Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears.
Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.
Give a play-by-play account of a person's every action in a husky 阿杜 voice.
To really annoy people, stand on a street corner, pointing a hair dryer at passing traffic, and watch it slow down.
Holler random numbers while someone is counting.
Take a sock puppet to dinner with you. When the waiter comes to ask you what you want, consult the sock.
When the check comes argue with the sock loud enough so everyone can hear you about who will pay the bill, throw him down and say "Fine you pay!" then leave.

Especially like the last one, that's not annoying, that's just plain crazy!

Know more about Qoo

Qoo white grape Juice drink contains water, sucrose, white grape juice, calcium lactate, citric acid, flavourings, Vitamin C, B complexand natural colouring. With no added preservatives and contains permitted food additives of non-animal origin.

Nutritional Facts about me....

Energy....................................45kcal
Protein....................................Og
FATS.......................................Og
Carbohydrates.......................11.2g
Calcium...................................42mg
Vit C........................................2.5mg
Vit B3......................................1.4mg
Vit B6......................................O.22mg


Best served chilled..... Brain freeze

Fairly about me.

Well I cannot lie about myself though, I cannot describe myself as simple looking, cos I'm more than simple looking, with good dress sense & taste. I also cannot lie that I am fat & ugly, cos I'm happy with my looks & am 1.68m tall. With such long and fair legs that God has given me, I really cannot lie and complain that I am short and have 5cts and 10cts on my legs. Praise the Lord that I do not have all these. Rather I am proud to announce to my friends who call me plastic legs last time, the fact they call me that is becos they are jus plain jealous that they do not have silky long legs like I do. Sorry Folks, dat you all still need to buy shaving cream for your hairy legs. well..God is fair u know? I love u jesus!!!

Swa Qoo me(saying myself swa gu la)

This is my first blog, first time blogging, hajimete desu...yoroshiku onegai itashimasu!!! Didn't even know how to create an account, but with the help of my Ber ber....kekeke... Not bf la. My cute, sweet and beautiful friend that GOd has given me. She has taught me, after reading her blog, I decide that I chall create one of my own too.... Hm...where to start le? No inspiration now lah, maybe after my meeting with 周公， I may have the inspiration tommorrow morning!!!