Finally got my own bible...Precious moments

U will have no idea what has happened to me today... haha.... I woke up early at 10am for yoga class. Took bus there, was early so went Isetan see see look look... saw a watch..priced at $159. Still thinking to get it anot la, or should I save up for my pasha? Then off to class and met up with this OCBC guy for my cpf statement at 2pm. Was at cpf building tanjong pagar and reset my singpass cos keyed in the max tries. Then nothing special. So... since I was in tanjong pagar, might as well settle my things around that area. So I stopped by in MILAN. Talked to this lady named Wendy for quite awhile, and she's the designer. She mentioned she teaches clothing makings. And I've just been asked by FAt last nite, why I like fashion designing, and I told her I'm interested in the makings. And It's like so coincidence that she said all that and even told me something about religion and the tragidy that happened to her family members. An accident, her sis and mother were taken away. Sad.....

After talking to her, she gave me her mobile to keep in contact. I was glad. And was thinking of going home, and walked pass a shop. And I was looking for my precious moments bible for a long time, so I thought I may try my luck there. Walked in and then realised that it's a biblical library, called BGST library. A very helpful LeePin even showed me around. The full address is 31 Tanjong Pagar Road #01-01. Or u can visit the website at http://www.bgst.edu.sg/lib
Opening Hours Mon-Fri 9am-10pm, Sat 9am-6pm, closed on sunday and public holidays.


Opened to public and if interested can sign up for member for $100 refundable deposit and $50 annual fee, if U want to borrow the books home. If not can just drop by there and read the books instead. Very interesting. And the very helpful LeePin even gave me some helpful advice in looking for my bible. And she even gave me directions to get there. At Amara Hotel shopping centre. ALL in tanjong pagar area. So I set off to Jona Christian Book Room and finally found my beloved Precious Moment bible...the pink one. Also bought the latest hillsong "GOD HE REIGNS" Will listen to that later. And 2 tiny books of bible promises and prayers. Will pass 1 to Ber. Hehe... So happy that I got mt bible. Can remember I used to flip thru the cute cartoon pages. Well then that's the old one from BID. NOW...THIS is the new one I got myself and I will treasure it. Keep telling ppl I lost my bible, such a shame, not lost it in church but somewhere at home? Where? I have no idea too. But I'm jus as happy that I have got it myself. My OWN! It's not the ending of my day yet. Hm...abit lor soh la, but I LIKE IT! HAha... THen bought a MOcha Spin at Spinell( this san fransico coffee shop I guess..) $6...ex like shit. Taste so sweet somemore. Ok...that's not the case, then I was deciding to whether take bus back home or cab, cos it's rather hot...very very hot.... ok lah, decided to take cab home, walked to Amara hotel taxi stand and flagged down a cab driven by this fellow named CHAN. REally cannot believe it, we talked about religion again all the way till I reach home, he started the topic I swear. And even when I reached home, we still talked awhile longer in his cab. He even mentioned he's a 3 sec person just like me, and that we have to find passion in the things we do to stay on. And he tot he's the only one, but he met me today! Also when I was about to leave his vehicle, he asked me whether I'm baptised or going to...I told him I'm ready to do that. But how le? Will find out la!Haha... CAnnot believe it. And the best part, he only charged me $6, when the fare is actually $6.70. God bless la!!!

In conclusion, today I met 2 ppl who told me about their GOD and that all GOD are all the same, jus that You feel happy with your own beliefs. Well , I am! I'm happy in believing Jesus and to learn more about Jesus. And I'm sad when I left that book behind. About that bible colleague thingy, that's far too much for the time being, may consider. But can study and don become pastor? And Piggy I guess he's sad and claimed that I've changed. And I disagree with him, and I will don care sorry to say... I'm happy with my God. I am still what I am, I am still Qoochan. The same outlook, but maybe not the same thinking anymore. Yeh...I'm going to the journey of faith with Fat 2molow. And then to bible study at Rock. Finally have my own bible.

Thank you LOrd for blessing me so much. I know it's all your work and letting me see things. I feel very blessed to have you as my father. My saviour. Thank you Lord!! Amen!!!

The evil Devil

I am sad, real sad, cos I left a book behind in LA which I had bought in Las Vegas. And Yes...I've just came back from my Vegas, La trip. It's been 8 days, seems so long. Was not so long when I was flying with Ber. I lost US$120 on slot machines and I'm not sad. I was never so sad over a book, cos I have never like reading books. But this book which I have bought in Vegas Premium outlet, made me understand more about Jesus. And It was so interesting. I had it by my pillow in vegas, and by my bedside in LA. And when I left for Jap, I did check my room once again for left behinds. And I've never or not so many a times to be so forgetful to leave things behind and feel so sad about it. Hearing from my colleague that I may not get it back, makes me feel more sad. Blame it on the devil, the stupid devil who was being plain jealous and blinded my eyes for not seeing the book and packing it into my bag.
Blame the stupid and ignorrant devil to stop me to look upon Jesus. COS he's getting no where. He's trying too hard. I'm sorry, U r not getting anywhere devil. FAT chance. The most if i'm
not getting my book back, I will go buy again. Lord bless me with a vegas flight so that I can get the book to know more about you. Hmp.... ne..ne...ne...ne...ne....I win devil!!! (tongue sticking out).

Waiting...

Waiting for the bus to go to school, waiting for the mrt to go to work. Waiting and waiting..that's what we all are doing everytime. But one thing that is to wait for someone to reply the mail or even your phone call is the stupidest thing to do I think....And especially waiting for a guy... that's downright stupid. I'm sorry I've given up the waiting. I'm moving on. I've never waitied for a guy, and it will be my first and last time. Why did I realise in the first place? That I don't really have to go throught all this. But this is the way of life, how God plans things. Now I just will look upon him, unto him. The waiting game. I am a person with no patience and I prayed for patience, God didn't just gave me patience like that, he made me go through and now, still not so late that I realised. Now I will just wait upon God to guide me to the wonderful things that He has in mind. All wonderful and happy things..... Love U ABA!!! Amen!

Qoochan almost evaporated

Wee...Qoo~..... went sun tanning cum picnic ing with my frens at Sentosa, berlinda and erica yesterday. I brought japanese seaweed fried chicken and bean curd skin fried chicken(it was delicious, Erica brought Ji Pai(chicken pie) and some vegetarian puff(delicious) and Ber brought sandwiches, (not so delicious but priceless....) It was really f***ing hot as commented by berlinda, always so sweet one...haha... Well, at least I did get myself abit tan la, at first still kao peh kao bu, "burnt, I'm burnt! Ah...so...so...red, so hot, so...so...painful" All the way to the bathing area, even during showering. And only Erica being the OnZ buddy reply me, Berlinda already gave up...haha....so stop replying to my nonsense. I know it's noisy in the bath area, the sand area, and all other areas.... And I'm the one being NOISY lor!!! That's what Qoo~ is like...being noisy and be happy...haha.... To be happy is to be noisy but not irritating. It's different U know?! Blessed that I am the noisy happy one and not the I.R.R.T.A.T.I.N.G, noisy one....haha...
And after sun tanning, actualy I feel like touring the island, cos it's been 2 years that I last been there. Also U paid for the bus fare ya, cum the entrance fee, $3. Although it's not BIG amt, but at least u paid for it, must tour ya? (Typical Sinaporean=Qoochan) But too bad, skies turning dark when we almost finished showering, and Ber said that it's better we leave the island...:( till den Sentosa, I shall visit u again...ta..ta..
Den after showering,we boarded the yellow bus back to main land and took SBS bus 97? to near esplanade, consider river side for dinner. It was only 1600 when we ordered, and Ber said dinner lor? Dinner at 1600? Ok lor... I ordered seafood spagetti and mocha for later...yum..yum.... Ber actually ordered ice cream for dinner. Is it normal having ice cream for dinner only? Hm... Erica? Nvm what she eat la, haha...well she ate some untasty spagetti( any spagetti not tomato based is catatogarized as untasty by Qoochan). After dinner, we are off to esplanade for more nonsense. Forget the nonsense, cos it's only interesting watching the videos I took. Then, we went to Marina Sq for KTV. My God, marina Sq really changed alot. Looking back that when Qoochan was waiting to go into poly, Qoochan worked part-time in Metro.. Oh...so long~ And in Marina Sq itself, it really changed loads. The exterior is still the same but the interior has revamped. Qoo~
After Ktv was about 2100 when we have to end. We were all so tired.... but...it was a fruitful day!

What are frens?

Have it ever occured to you not having frens at all, well don't say don't have lah, just hard to get galfrens? Or U have loads of guy frens? But just not close galfrens whereby u can share close gals talk? Let me tell a story: Long long time again, there were 5 fingers. (so imagine the whole hand). The 4 fingers, index, middle, ring and little fingers were like best of frens. And although the thumb is also one of them , but because of the little gap, they so much so don't really let the thumb join in much. One day, middle finger left the group for good, and u know la, thumb tot she could join in and maybe be upgraded to the middle finger for good. But...who knows what...a mystery finger came along and somemore a foreign country one came along, and easily fitted into the middle finger. And thumb once again feel so rejected. But did the other fingers ever thought of how thumb feels? Do they ever think about her? Cares about her? They will always make remarks saying thumb is always out of the group cos she cannot keep up the topic, for example, now they are talking about bags, den guys and thumb will not be able to catch up. And thumb is being so straight forward that they feels it's all thumb's fault. Thumb should change her character cos that's how she will be able to join the group. But how can anyone jus change their character overnight? It's all ass...and bullsh**. Anyway thumb never realises that one MAN up there will never ever forget her. And will love her soooo much.... that the other fingers love cannot compare. Thumb only realises it now. The love that is unconditioned.

"do not care so much about what other people says, sometimes, it's easier said then done"

What is Life?

What is life? How do you define life? Tom Hanks said that Life is like a box of chocolate, you will have no idea what flavour you can find in there and so many to choose from. For me? I feel that Life is like a series of unfortunate events. Like one of my friend, his love life is really "A Series of unfortunate events". Although we can only be just frens, but It's also God's gift. For me to meet him. So... Mr block, I wish you all the best in your love life, try to be more lively and stop standing there like a tree. Although there's a saying that God makes the decision for you that if HIS yours,HE will be yours. But still It's up to You to grab the chance. Even if God has planned the way for you,but still you choose to jus stay in you couch, there will never be end results. ALthough I feel that life is a series of unfortunate events, but after the storm there will always be sunlight and rainbows, cos rainbows is made out of rain and sun!!! Last time, I feel that life is so boring, I do not have best frens, or even close frens who will listen to you and give you advice. I feel that I don have them. I feel that I don't even have ppl to think of me and care for me. But thinking back now, I do see a change, I DO have best frens, or even close frens. ALthough I can't be always meeting you guys, but when I really needed you all, You are all always there for me. KAy...piggy.....and stella.....Thank you all... and recently I've met new frens and still more to come, cos I know it's all GOD's idea. Thank you father for blessing me with all these ppl who care and YOU who care so much and love me so much too. Thank you. Also the urge for me to know more about you, and knowing of ppl who are from New creation, especially Ber BEr.... Jus happy to to have known you.An aquaintance of a bottle of water and an opened pack of animal biscuit. ~

What is his problem?

I feel like killing someone right now. But as a child of Christ, I have to stop this thinking, and it's hard. What is his problem? Keeps making me so angry and opposing me. I really don wanna stay home at all. Keep feeding my dog bread, and now strawberry jam bread. I jus cursed my dog, I hold her head and shout at her to die, either she die first if not it's me. But if I really do, I'd hurt my mum's feelings, and if my Ginger is to go 1st, I will not want to live anymore too.
I used to have the negative thoughts of ending my life. But thinking back now, it's jus too plain stupid to end my life like that. I will hurt my mum and my frens who once loved me so much.Why must I end my life for an old man who always makes my blood boils? And when he sees that when he makes me angry, he will feel happy. Why can't I jus don care about him? Why can't I jus ignore him? Why can't I jus look upon God? So many 'whys'.... No one can help me. No one can help except God. No one can help in anyone's family affairs. Everyone has problem with their family, not jus me. Now then I realise. It jus seems that you cannot find any hapy families now. Jus seems that they may look happy on the outside, but there's always a dark side in them. Either... the families' parents are divorced, drinking and violence problem with the old man, and stressed out mum. What has this world come to? It's really not like last time, whereby everyone is just pure and innocent. Really I regret growing up so fast. I jus wanna stay as I am in my age now. Don wanna grow up with so much stress. But now I tell myself, these are jus challenges from God and I'm fighting them just fine. It's really funny, I keep having this feeling that I'm Soooooo happy going to work. Away from the old man, away from the shoutings and away from even seeing him. No one can help, yes I understand, I can only look upon God to give me guidance. I can only find peace then.
I have discussed with my mum before how I hate our family,and she explained it's even worse for others. And people try looking around, can you find any family around you that seems so happy without stress? No I don think so. Maybe there is, but only on the outside. For mine, it's only the noisy old man,who is so old and even his son is not visiting him,and he blames my mum for telling tales to his son to not come visit him. But come on, old man, face the fact!!! It's YOU..you made this all happen. the old man jus won't face the fact. I look down on him.! If he dares once again turn his anger into violence? I'm sorry Lord, I'd not let him off. I cannot forgive. No one in the right mind can. I longed to have my own life, but can I handle it? I will miss my mum of cos, her smell..(laundry), her food, and lots more. When will I be free?

Yipee...going to work soon~

Yipee....going to work 2molow liao. I feel happy going to work. Well Ppl will wonder, who the hell is happy going to work or skool? well..me loh! I enjoyed my job and simply i loved it. That is call professionlism ok? Picture me, in my pretty uniform, and the next picture, u see me trashing the rubbish or cleaning the toilet, both hands with the plastic glove, left hand armed with toilet paper and stuffs, right hand armed with tongs. Hahaha... Sometimes Ppl r being plain jealous that I enjoy my job, although it sucks but u can don see it that way de ma. Yes, I do agree I'm always crazy at work, but there's also a serious side of me, and when i'm serious, ppl don take me serious, they tot I'm joking. So y bother, ya? I'm finally leaving my noisy house for work...yipeee....(like how charlie's grandpa sounds in charlie and the chocolate factory.) Ya...and I went to GV tiong bahru today and watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory alone. Hm..It's the 2nd time I watch a movie alone. I conqured the 1st movie A series of unfortunate events. Hm...a very meaningful movie to me at that time. Jus felt that a fren of mine, his life is just like a series of unfortunate events. Hiyah...cannot blame him la, it's just his life. But I pray that he will have a change in life and meet his dream gal ba! I also pray that my cough will recover cos I've been coughing sinceI came back from vegas. I've tried drinking barley water, chyrsanthem tea, lou han gou drink, which my mum boiled. And jus now for the first time, I went to the chinese medical hall for a powdered black drink. I've tried everything I can, ate all throat soothing sweets. Still the cough is to stay. I hope it's not staying for good hoh?! I keep coughing till my right head hurts and my throat too.
Another thing to worry is my baby Ginger, she's itching so much, I have no idea why. Is her skin sensative to all the junks my old man feeds her? or she just have skin disease. How ah, how to help my poor baby?
Also la, my itchy finger did something to the language bar thingy and now I lost my chinese character typing. DAmn.... how to retrieve back huh? I've tried everything le, God pls bless me with a computer expert who can help me with this and also bless me that my cough will go away..pls...pls..pls..lord! In jesus name, Amen!!! Nite!

Poor Qoo

Poor Qoo~ am sick from vegas. So damn f***ing hot there le... 40deg C. Alamak, I drank alot of water ok, for the 1st time in my life I drank a gallon of water, that is like 3/4 of the tub U find in ur office dispenser. Kao...~ still coughing like mad. Poor Qoo~ been coughing for a week, after seeing doc on monday, and eating medi and in coma for 2 days. The flu medi super duper strong..I like it. I only woke up to pass water and taking in food, the rest of the time? am in my dreamland. I miss going out... hiyah~ still 2 more days to rest before work. Sometimes jus wondering, Y r we working so hard for our f*** up company. We r sick and we cannot take MC, well they put it that it's best to cover ur MC with ur leave, so it does not affect ur contract. What bullshit? Recently, I jus received a piece of good quality hard paper from company, thanking me for providing my most utmost effort in the company for the past 3 years. KAo~ was thinking...just like that? For 3years never take MC, just like that? Just a piece of paper that's all? Not even A4, half of A4. No voucher or anything..anyway company being niao la. During Sars period, I understand the reason for cutting cost, but now le? Still cutting cost. Cut cut cut...cut our cost and what? Live in an apartment in orchard road??? These people still exist ok?! They are just right under your nose. Cutting our cost and increasing their cost.What to do? We r workers only ma! At least if the boss is no good, but what we all feel is that for the very least, he can don't put us down all the time. I kana a few times, eg: "Pls write good things about Qoo chan, but I think IT'S VERY HARD TO FIND!!!" WAh Kao~! Who does he think he is to judge me like that? FATASS!!! You only know how to eat on your job, from the front to the back. And your work sucks too ok? It's not that I have anything against the "Ah No Ne" I have nothing against them at all, in fact I like them. Well It's just him lo!!! Everyone is so afraid to tell on him, becos they fear they lose their jobs. It's just seems like everywhere you go, is so dark..so 黑暗。I also fear that after typing this acticle, someone might backstab me, but what the heck? I guess I've been stabbed before, and already got blood, with the knief still sticking on my back, but I jus still never realise it and treat this "people" like friends. Now I understand the term of "friends" and "colleauges". Not everyone you meet is your friends ok? They may not think the same way as you are. It's still not too late to know. It's never too late to know!!! There's one friend whom you will never lose.... a friend for a lifetime... Jesus Christ.

Ways to annoy people...Try it

Sing the Batman theme incessantly.
Specify that your drive-through order is "take-away".
Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip..."
If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.
Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. Speak only in a "robot" voice. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly.
Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announcing its your property.
Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies.
Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.
Leave your turn signal on for 5hundred kilometres.
Name your dog "Dog".
Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up".
Reply to everything someone says with "That's what YOU think!"
Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace".
Forget the punch line to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot".
Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with a can of disinfecter.
Practice making fax and modem noises.
Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and copy them to your boss.
Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.
Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid looking ignorant.
Erect an elaborate network of strings in your office, and tell your neighbors you are a "spider person".
Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy."
Wear a special hip holster for your remote control.
Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears.
Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.
Give a play-by-play account of a person's every action in a husky 阿杜 voice.
To really annoy people, stand on a street corner, pointing a hair dryer at passing traffic, and watch it slow down.
Holler random numbers while someone is counting.
Take a sock puppet to dinner with you. When the waiter comes to ask you what you want, consult the sock.
When the check comes argue with the sock loud enough so everyone can hear you about who will pay the bill, throw him down and say "Fine you pay!" then leave.

Especially like the last one, that's not annoying, that's just plain crazy!

Know more about Qoo

Qoo white grape Juice drink contains water, sucrose, white grape juice, calcium lactate, citric acid, flavourings, Vitamin C, B complexand natural colouring. With no added preservatives and contains permitted food additives of non-animal origin.

Nutritional Facts about me....

Energy....................................45kcal
Protein....................................Og
FATS.......................................Og
Carbohydrates.......................11.2g
Calcium...................................42mg
Vit C........................................2.5mg
Vit B3......................................1.4mg
Vit B6......................................O.22mg


Best served chilled..... Brain freeze

Fairly about me.

Well I cannot lie about myself though, I cannot describe myself as simple looking, cos I'm more than simple looking, with good dress sense & taste. I also cannot lie that I am fat & ugly, cos I'm happy with my looks & am 1.68m tall. With such long and fair legs that God has given me, I really cannot lie and complain that I am short and have 5cts and 10cts on my legs. Praise the Lord that I do not have all these. Rather I am proud to announce to my friends who call me plastic legs last time, the fact they call me that is becos they are jus plain jealous that they do not have silky long legs like I do. Sorry Folks, dat you all still need to buy shaving cream for your hairy legs. well..God is fair u know? I love u jesus!!!

Swa Qoo me(saying myself swa gu la)

This is my first blog, first time blogging, hajimete desu...yoroshiku onegai itashimasu!!! Didn't even know how to create an account, but with the help of my Ber ber....kekeke... Not bf la. My cute, sweet and beautiful friend that GOd has given me. She has taught me, after reading her blog, I decide that I chall create one of my own too.... Hm...where to start le? No inspiration now lah, maybe after my meeting with 周公， I may have the inspiration tommorrow morning!!!